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Old Jan 22, 2014, 08:44 AM
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...but I never intended to do otherwise!..

despite permanent inabilities to follow the rules of survival...

my life has collided with the sky and the underground all too often to become a complete circumstance...!

and otherwise an accident in full clumsy display

...my confidence floats on invisible safety.

I am going down ...deep!

the creatures down this far even distrust me!

...and yet I am forced to respect them the demons of insecurity!
...they are as airborne as my awareness

I am in a real bad place....
these thoughts I prefer not to have...
but something has hurt me...

and if I cannot endear myself to it...?

my emotional aircraft will experience a massive and diabolical decompression...

my personal bodies will be sucked out into space into black...
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Old Jan 22, 2014, 08:47 AM
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Old Jan 22, 2014, 09:00 AM
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thankyou Gayleggg

you are very kind xx
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Old Jan 22, 2014, 01:13 PM
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Dearest DM, I am so sorry you are in a bad place right now, I wish there was something I could say or do to make things all better. Love and hugs to you!
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Old Jan 22, 2014, 08:47 PM
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DM, its gonna be, trust me. Or at least keep faith in God. He who has the greatest senses has the great endurance as well.

Time is the best healer. I wish I could see you smile and say " I am ready to play..how much more worse it could be?"

Resistance to a situation is the worst enemy of the moment.

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Old Jan 23, 2014, 12:14 PM
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Jaaaames! I read "Please exist in an orderly fashion" and I'm like "Seriously Jamesy! How are we expected to!!???"

Its gonna be ok again. You're gonna be ok again. Don't be afraid of the demons and creatures that dwell so far below, because they respect you for being able to survive down there.

You're among friends here
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