[jesusplay]

She has no got damn idea. Living in the south and being black most people I know don't get it and refuse to learn about it, even my ignorant mother.

She tells me to apply for a job, I can't. She tells me I stink, I know I haven't showered or brushed my teeth. But I choose to be this way?

I tell her I'm bipolar she tells me I'm not.

Just so annoying and overwhelming.

a few weeks ago I way hypomanic, touched by God and in heaven. Then as soon as it came it was stripped for me, now I'm back in hell.

I have no friends, everyone thinks I'm weird, I have no reason to live.

I'm just existing.

[Hbomb0903]

I wish I could give you a hug and tell you I understand. It won't always be this way and I feel your pain. You will find the strength to do more than just exist again. You will.

[Standup2me]

Jesusplay, you made me cry. I've been told to
get over it
go the gym more
you're just lazy.
Those words sting.
We all know that you mean.
We feel exactly like you do

[r010159]

Most people do not have a clue. And with people who should have a clue, like parents, actually do not. When I was young I also was called lazy by my parents. I thought I was too. I did not understands those feelings, that which later became to be known as suffering by me. I did not understand why I had them. There was no apparent explanation. But now I know different. I know what they are and how those feelings can be treated. I am not lazy after all.

[ElmCity]

Keep the faith