All during therapy I was absolutely hysterical and found everything funny and I felt very fast and was super hot. Big difference from yesterday, I was very depressed, didn't get out of bed and then had insane rage and anger last night. Wednesday I was as happy and content as could be. I actually went to work. I have been off of Risperdal for a week and I can certainly tell. I also haven't been sleeping for long maybe 4 or 5 hours, I was use to getting 10 or more. My T wants me back in 4 days, she says I am falling back into my bipolar ways.