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Old Apr 09, 2014, 12:20 AM
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I was previously diagnosed with depression. 5 years ago I was finally diagnosed "major depressive/bipolar". I spent a week in out-patient on suicide watch. I am on meds and go to "talk" therapy. I still don't feel human. Is there any hope? I want to be "normal" and I'm not sure just what that is anymore. Life is confusing.
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Old Apr 09, 2014, 07:52 AM
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There is most definitely hope, especially now that you are getting help.

What do you mean when you say that you "still don't feel human"?

What aspects of your treatment have helped? What are you still unsatisfied with?

It can take years, if not decades, to reach a stable quality of life with BP. The fight is very much worth it. Hang in there and talk to us. We are here for you.

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Old Apr 09, 2014, 08:06 AM
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There is most definitely hope, especially now that you are getting help.

What do you mean when you say that you "still don't feel human"?

What aspects of your treatment have helped? What are you still unsatisfied with?

It can take years, if not decades, to reach a stable quality of life with BP. The fight is very much worth it. Hang in there and talk to us. We are here for you.

- Allie
Thank you!! I just have zero ambition. I work and come home exhausted from the "cheerful" act. Work and come home. I'm in a small town and not much to do other than go to a bar, and I don't drink. I don't clean house well. I guess empty and void of feelings right now. I'm not suicidal, I have 2 awesome sons, 19 and 22 and couldn't do that to them.
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Old Apr 10, 2014, 08:37 PM
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I hear ya, Hopeless.
I really feel less than my self, as I am presently.
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Traveling west back toward Eden (interestingly the wise men in the Gospel account of Jesus' birth came from the East), has been full of confrontation with
the trials and tribulations of living outside the Garden.
She is an artist without doubt disappointed that paradise was not as close in 1969 as she and so many others hoped it was. Her work is now filled with the reality of humanity's failure to achieve the prophetic dream of her song, but never without the hope that that day will yet come.
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Old Apr 10, 2014, 09:28 PM
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Normal is what you make of it. Remember that it is a good thing to get properly diagnosed. Now you can concentrate on being well. Therapy is a really good thing. Try not to be too hard on yr self. Life is confusing but getting to really know yr self is important. Try and be positive when everything seems to be falling apart. There is alot of hope. I have bp2, bpd, depression, anxiety and.ptsd. I have a good life although the depression can kick me in the ***. Not all is lost. It's great that you have two sons. Love then with all yr heart. All will fall into place. Just roll with it and you'll be ok. :-)

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