[confusedanddown]

Feels kind of strange to be here, I have had bipolar for many years,but have always been. misdiagnosed for so many years until recently. I have always been on antidepressants but they just weren't doing much, I have just. Started my other meds last week, am I wrong to pray for a miracle?
I was searching some info on this topic and I found this site,thought I could get some answeres and a bit of help.
Sometimes I feel like I am so worthless, so lonely, at times I hear mumbling in my head I can't understand what anything is saying to me, I think I am going nuts at times, I don't dare tell anyone, they think I should be in a nuthouse . I finally got the nerve to talk to my Dr, and thankfully he said I was not crazy.

[IchbinkeinTeufel]

am I wrong to pray for a miracle?

I don't think so.

I finally got the nerve to talk to my Dr, and thankfully he said I was not crazy.

That must've been a relief. xD Do you have a plan of action? Or rather, does he have any ideas as to a treatment or some kind of support?

[Skitz13]

Originally Posted by confusedanddown

Feels kind of strange to be here, I have had bipolar for many years,but have always been. misdiagnosed for so many years until recently. I have always been on antidepressants but they just weren't doing much, I have just. Started my other meds last week, am I wrong to pray for a miracle?
I was searching some info on this topic and I found this site,thought I could get some answeres and a bit of help.
Sometimes I feel like I am so worthless, so lonely, at times I hear mumbling in my head I can't understand what anything is saying to me, I think I am going nuts at times, I don't dare tell anyone, they think I should be in a nuthouse . I finally got the nerve to talk to my Dr, and thankfully he said I was not crazy.

Welcome. You will find a lot of support and help here. I'm always amazed when I read posts from others. I can usually relate to a lot of it.

We need a lot of support. This isn't an easy disorder to live with.

No it's not wrong to pray for a miracle. I practice Native Spirituality and pray all the time. I've come to realize that this isn't going anywhere but I do try to be aware of messages that I get and to be grateful for the support that I have, and it's hard to find things to be grateful for.
have faith that you are being guided and protected. You are never alone even when you feel like you are.

[confusedanddown]

Thank u all so much for the looking outside the box a little, I didn't very much last night some nights are like that, I have not discussed yet more treatments further with my Dr. He wants to get me a bit more stable and make he had me on the right meds, because I take so many other meds for different things
I am so grateful that I found all of you,
My family really doesn't understand any of this and really don't think their intrterested in knowing
God bless u all

[Dix888]

Welcome to the forum! No, you do not have to feel worthless. This is a brain disorder. People with other organ dysfunctions do not feel worthless. If someone was born with a heart malfunction, no one would tell them they were no good. Same with your brain. It is a genetic situation that makes us different. It is also good to pray. But it is important to get onto the right meds for you, through a trusted pdoc. My very best wishes to you!!

Originally Posted by confusedanddown

Feels kind of strange to be here, I have had bipolar for many years,but have always been. misdiagnosed for so many years until recently. I have always been on antidepressants but they just weren't doing much, I have just. Started my other meds last week, am I wrong to pray for a miracle?
I was searching some info on this topic and I found this site,thought I could get some answeres and a bit of help.
Sometimes I feel like I am so worthless, so lonely, at times I hear mumbling in my head I can't understand what anything is saying to me, I think I am going nuts at times, I don't dare tell anyone, they think I should be in a nuthouse . I finally got the nerve to talk to my Dr, and thankfully he said I was not crazy.