[pawn78]

I feel like doing some crazy, risky behavior just for the thrill of it.
Like getting prostitutes and partying all night... But I am not acting on it, as I know that would be stupid. But I'm still bored....
Same old routine all the time.

Oh well, I'm just venting.

[r010159]

IMO being bored may be a good place for you right now. You do not need to remain this way. I know that when I find myself bored and wanting to get out and do something, I am getting well. This is what is happening to me now. I just hope my progress continues.

[usehername]

I'm right there with you. I'm bored out of my freaking mind but can't focus enough to actually do anything. I drove 80 mph to an appt today out of sheer boredom. Probably a bad idea. Lol

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[pawn78]

Originally Posted by r010159

IMO being bored may be a good place for you right now. You do not need to remain this way. I know that when I find myself bored and wanting to get out and do something, I am getting well. This is what is happening to me now. I just hope my progress continues.

Thanks, that helps see it in a more positive light.

[pawn78]

I think I'm on the edge of hypomania.
I'm still sleeping normal, and behavior is normal, but I am obsessed with sex, bored, irritable, energetic, but I still get tired...I don't even know any more what my mood is???
Maybe a mixed state?

[Curiosity77]

Boredom is hard for me too. Lately i've been doing some reckless things because i am bored. I told me therapist about the stuff i've been doing, and he laughed and asked me what i thought other people do when they are bored. I said that i really don't know what they do. I always seem to need some kind of intensity in my life, and without that i am bored. And i hate being bored. When i'm hypomanic it's easy, because everything is intense, but right now i'm pretty stable, and totally acting out. It's like i lead a double life - the professional daytime me, and the wild night time me. I don't know if this is because of the bipolar, or if it's just my personality. I've always like to push the boundaries on things. The stuff i've been up to lately is a little out there, but not hurting anyone, so i guess i'm ok with it. Sometimes it's nice to embrace the chaos

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[pawn78]

Originally Posted by Curiosity77

Boredom is hard for me too. Lately i've been doing some reckless things because i am bored. I told me therapist about the stuff i've been doing, and he laughed and asked me what i thought other people do when they are bored. I said that i really don't know what they do. I always seem to need some kind of intensity in my life, and without that i am bored. And i hate being bored. When i'm hypomanic it's easy, because everything is intense, but right now i'm pretty stable, and totally acting out. It's like i lead a double life - the professional daytime me, and the wild night time me. I don't know if this is because of the bipolar, or if it's just my personality. I've always like to push the boundaries on things. The stuff i've been up to lately is a little out there, but not hurting anyone, so i guess i'm ok with it. Sometimes it's nice to embrace the chaos

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I can totally relate to this... At least lately, I am obsessed with doing something risky, and sexy... I don't even know why.

[sui generis]

I get really bored too. i hate that, it's sooo frustrating! I wonder if this is a common trait among people with bipolar? Luckily I don't act out on most of my impluses because my anxiety and/or gut feeling stops me

[pawn78]

I think it's just my imbalanced brain addicted to dopamine... Hence the craving for excitement, risk, sex, intensity, pot, etc.

[Dix888]

would acting be an avenue? I volunteer at a local theater sometimes (work in the lobby for free tickets to shows) my husband acts. He's a "normal brained" guy. Being surrounded by theater people is exciting & not dangerous. I joined 3 writing clubs & have had some success getting things published (poems, short stories). The publications are few & far between but when something does get accepted, it's really exciting. And being with other writers is not boring at all. There are other groups: people who love Tolkein & get together to talk about Lord of the Rings, people who dress up in Medieval costumes & eat, drink & be merrie (you can drink sparkling cider if you are avoiding alcohol), movie discussion groups (go to a film together, then get together for dessert & discuss the film)
I was extremely shy about joining these groups, started slowly with One writing group & then branched out. There are also political groups, airplane afficianado groups, historical re-enactment groups. All are fun. It's not easy to push yourself & get out doing stuff like this but it beats sitting around & wanting to do dangerous things

[pawn78]

Ha, I have two little kids at home and I work 50 hours/week, so I can't really get out much. I'm either working, sleeping or taking care of the kids mostly. Busy, but boring.

[thegirlinpurple]

Originally Posted by pawn78

I feel like doing some crazy, risky behavior just for the thrill of it.
Like getting prostitutes and partying all night... But I am not acting on it, as I know that would be stupid. But I'm still bored....
Same old routine all the time.

Oh well, I'm just venting.

I have been extremely bored lately. I don't seem to find enjoyment in anything in life....just boredom... I have things to do around the house but can't seem to find the motivation to do any of them...so I sleep or just lay around

[Angry1541]

I think there might be something in the BP mind that craves stimulation, be it intellectual or physical.

I can't sit in a quiet room by myself....just can't do it...need noise...and...in particular I need 'new' or exciting noise. (if that makes sense).

[moremi]

Im the same. I cant be alone in a quiet place. I always need some entertainment or company. I get so bored when im alone and I cant motivate myself at the moment to do things I need to do around my house. Its strange bc this is usually the time of year I am most motivated.

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[haleylaurel]

Originally Posted by usehername

I'm right there with you. I'm bored out of my freaking mind but can't focus enough to actually do anything. I drove 80 mph to an appt today out of sheer boredom. Probably a bad idea. Lol

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i do the same ****