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Jun 20, 2014, 01:46 AM
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...seriously!
this has been going on for what seems like 1000 years... I break apart into so many terrible pieces! every time I think ...I hate my thoughts...!! I don't hate myself but I hate who I am... nothing much in this world fits me... it's been a while now since I have tried to do anything drastic about it... anything drastic about me... I don't even know what I want? isn't a person designed to want things? everything here on this plane of humanity is beyond me... or am I beyond it..? I just don't get where 'me' fits in... I feel way beyond my time ...like the things that made sense were so long ago ...and this could be an episode ! I just do not know? my biline borderbolar existence has only tormented myself... I don't even know if this is real!? I am so very confused I want friends ...but I don't trust myself.... I imagine everyone is just like me!... so I am stuck in my own head.... and it's hardly much good... ouch... I stay alive because I am determined to find some peace... I believe I deserve it.... james |
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Jun 20, 2014, 06:23 AM
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You do deserve it. Have you ever tried intensive out patient or partial hospitalization of your own free will?
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