[dubblemonkey]

..I better first discuss the 'question mark'

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and that's what this is about...
it seems the best thing to do is to go along with the millions in my face!

this self absorbed modern trend just sends me off into the distance...

facebook twitter and opinions are never-ending and just as useless as they arrived at this self important ridiculous human event...

there is no constraint and no regard for the possibility that someday soon it will all end!

...our species is not designed to get off! on itself...

we as a species has turned love into something way to personal to be trusted...

I sit here all afraid because these realities occurred to me along time ago...

and I still fall prey to this awful state of mind!

...perhaps I was designed to reject this madness...

I am not ashamed and I have no format!...

I have lived quite a few lives in one life...

and I wish it would end...

but I watch and I listen and I hate what I see...

and to be bipolar just intensifies what I see...

and this is where it gets complicated and crazy!....

I have to eat ....

and I forget to...

and I still am emotional and I have feelings for few but enough to terrify me...

because I know my overwhelm causes problems everywhere I go

[gayleggg]

Please, remember to eat. Eating healthy helps the brian stay in tune.

Have you ever tried relaxtion CDs to help with your anxiety? I found I learned a lot from them on how to control my obsessive worrying.

Wishing you well.