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Jul 22, 2014, 01:58 PM
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I've felt myself at least getting hypo for the last week or so. It's not fun anymore. I was basking in the euphoria of it for a while, then things just got typical.
What I mean by that is now I just feel restless and I'm getting grouchy. I feel like I want to crawl out of my skin. I have tons of energy, but I have absolutely no focus, so nothing is getting done. I want to write, something I actually enjoy about being hypo, but I can't seem to get the words to work together right. I really want to just hit something, to be honest. Something to get out this pent up energy. Too hot for a walk today, in my opinion anyway. I don't like being outside when it's this hot and humid. I don't really want to bring this up to my pdoc, I'm already soloing on two AP's, so I don't know what else she could really add to get this to go away. I refused to be a drugged up zombie. I've even just about had it with my T. If I told her about this, she would just tell me to be mindful. I've had it up to here with mindfulness. I don't even know what I'm looking for by posting this. I guess I just need to vent and get it off my chest. Maybe I'll go scrub some holes in my dishes for a while. At least it will be something to do.
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Jul 22, 2014, 02:24 PM
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No real advice other that just stay safe
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Jul 22, 2014, 03:10 PM
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I hope you feel better soon!
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Bipolar II, possibly rapid cycling Misdiagnosed with major depression for 15 years. Current meds: Lamictal (generic) 300 mg Wellbutrin (generic) 150 mg Effexor ER (generic) 300 mg Topomax (generic) 100 mg Klonopin (generic) as needed High-dose Vitamin D Previously taken: Abilify Depakote Pristiq Trazodone Taken when misdiagnosed with major depressive disorder: Prozac Lexapro Zoloft Paxil |
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Jul 22, 2014, 05:08 PM
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Nevermind, the euphoric feeling seems to have returned. Yays!!!
I seem to have gotten some stuff done today. I vacuumed, did some of the dishes, rolled some cigarettes, other half done stuff. I just can't seem to keep myself entertained today. I feel invincible. I know, logically, this is not the best thing to be happening, but I'm not sure I really care. I feel fabulous! One Republic's song Counting Stars is awesome. I've been listening to it all day, I can't seem to stop. My mind is a bit all over the place, can you tell? 
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"Fairy tales are more than true; not because they tell us that dragons exist, but because they tell us that dragons can be beaten" - G.K. Chesterton Dx- Bipolar Disorder I PTSD OCD Meds- I am currently Med Free
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