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Old Aug 04, 2014, 07:55 PM
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Hello all I am a 42 year old software developer that has been recently diagnosed with Bi-polar 2? (lesser of the two) I knew that I had OCD and anxiety and have been on meds for the last couple of years, but recently I me a psych who asked me different questions, I swear he knew me, and got diagnosed with BP2. I am not on yet another med, and dealing with yet another set of side effects, but am committed to getting it right. Last year I went off all meds and last 4 months before I melted in public in front of my two kids. I feel like I am letting them down some days by even having the thoughts that I have.Other days I feel like I am doing the right thing by them in doing what it takes to be a good dad.
I don't now sometimes......
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Old Aug 04, 2014, 11:03 PM
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Hi and welcome to the world of bipolars. What do you think you are doing wrong with your parenting? Depressed and can't do things with them? Spending money inappropriately?
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Old Aug 04, 2014, 11:10 PM
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Welcome to PC and our little corner of the world. You have a LOT of company and there is probably nothing happening to you that at least one other member hasn't experienced, so it's a good place to vent and ask questions.

Sorry about the later-in-life diagnosis. I didn't get help till I was 53 and even though I'd suspected BP for years, actually getting the diagnosis was devastating. But the people here at PC helped me a lot in the early going, and they (we) will help you as well. (((HUGS)))
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Old Aug 05, 2014, 01:27 PM
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Welcome You will lots of support and friendly advice here.
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Old Aug 05, 2014, 02:58 PM
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Hey my fellow newbie , i hope you're doing well with the diagnosis
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Old Aug 05, 2014, 08:26 PM
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Oh my parenting failures all stem from my manic episodes, I get irritable even raging mad and feel like I am not teaching them how to handle stress well. I also have noticed some of my OCD behaviors in my son. Then when I get depressed, well the thoughts I have about harming myself are not exactly family conducive. But then there are the days when I am even keel, and I can actually feel emotions and it makes the struggle worthwhile.
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