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Old Aug 04, 2014, 08:34 PM
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I might be crashing. I just feel like screaming and putting my head through the wall. I took my meds early because I just want to knock myself out and hopefully feel better tomorrow.

**** recovery. There is no recovery for me. I have episodes even when I'm doing everything possible.

I just feel stuck in a hopeless pit. What the hell is this life going to be?
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Old Aug 04, 2014, 09:11 PM
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TheatreKid, Hope tomorrow is better!
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Old Aug 04, 2014, 09:44 PM
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Remember Bipolar "lies" you will cycle out of this and be on solid ground again.
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Old Aug 05, 2014, 01:52 AM
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Hang in there Theatre Kid. Hope you got some decent sleep.
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Old Aug 05, 2014, 03:58 AM
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the flux is the only constant
its SUCH a cliché but one day at a time one foot in front of the other
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Old Aug 05, 2014, 03:23 PM
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I hear you And understand how you are feeling. I hope you manage to hang in there. When you're in the middle of it it feels like there's no end, but there IS an end. You just have to hang I. There long enough to find it.

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Old Aug 05, 2014, 03:37 PM
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Christina is right. Bipolar lies to you.
I don't know how many years I've been doing this, but each time I drop down I feel like this time is different...this time it's forever. I'm never coming back up. Nope. Never ever.
But of course, I do.

Hang in there! You can do this.
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Old Aug 06, 2014, 12:09 AM
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Christina is right. Bipolar lies to you.
I don't know how many years I've been doing this, but each time I drop down I feel like this time is different...this time it's forever. I'm never coming back up. Nope. Never ever.
But of course, I do.

Hang in there! You can do this.
i agree. it always feels like that.
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