[Crazy Hitch]

I've been having a mixed episode for the last two weeks but today I am pure RAGING!

See my pdoc on Monday. Can't up my antipsychotics - seroquel - cos it just knocks me out flat.

Can't financially afford time off work.

I'm a teacher and it's not so much the students it's colleagues I want to punch in the face for being so bloody stupid.

I admit to sending a bit of an inappropriate email today to a colleague. And since I'm confessing I walked into the Head of the Senior Schools office. Closed the door. And said I'm going to punch Mr X in the face. OMG my pdoc will be soooooooo unimpressed.

F*ng hell.

Oh I'm female and I am not a violent person at all. But these VISIONS!

[buzz bee]

Rage for me depends on that" time of the month".

We all have one of those days. Give yourself a bring, your entitled. You might feel better today or tomorrow. (then its normally the mess you clean up from the rage and sometimes thats the hard part.)

I hope you feel better soon and allow yourself to have a bad day every so often.

[Love&Toil]

I wish you some peace and a calm in your raging storm. It can be really tough.

[tipper1492]

A guy I know, seen a few times like at Church, and he had a "right-full" complaint, about one of my business driveways eroding soil, and rocks I placed there recently, on to his property driveway. I later understood, but when he first approached me at the post office mail boxes, I said a few things I should have kept-ed inside. Then later I added the gravel looking rocks but they also washed. I just lost it for a moment and now so ashamed, I now go to the post office at a different time, to avoid seeing him. Normally my mood is much more steady than before the medicine. My wife and I will be laying black-top but it will put a strain on our budget. Anyway feel shamed now.