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Old Aug 19, 2014, 12:24 PM
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They are addictive!!!
This is the one I want next. It's going to cost a few pennies so I'm saving up.

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Old Aug 19, 2014, 12:54 PM
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They are addictive!!!
This is the one I want next. It's going to cost a few pennies so I'm saving up.

self destruction

Wow -- nice....I have a treble cleft on left calf and a combination of a symbol or chaos and creativity on my right calf and stylized crow on my right should blade....

Was thinking of getting a Commodore 64 SID (the sounds chip) tattoo's somewhere where it looks like it plugged into me...though that would kinda original.
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Old Aug 19, 2014, 01:32 PM
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Im thinking my other calf. I dunno. :/
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Old Aug 19, 2014, 01:39 PM
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I think id have to tell him so he can draw up one the right size right?
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Old Aug 19, 2014, 01:46 PM
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yeah....he will want to know where so he can prepare it for the canvas...so to speak.
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Old Aug 19, 2014, 02:51 PM
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Wow -- nice....I have a treble cleft on left calf and a combination of a symbol or chaos and creativity on my right calf and stylized crow on my right should blade....

Was thinking of getting a Commodore 64 SID (the sounds chip) tattoo's somewhere where it looks like it plugged into me...though that would kinda original.
Original for sure, when/if you do get it take a picture and show us.
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Old Aug 19, 2014, 03:20 PM
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I emailed him saying i want it on my calf rather than forearm.
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Old Aug 19, 2014, 04:26 PM
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I emailed him.
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Old Aug 19, 2014, 04:39 PM
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Back to self destruction i smoked again today. Wtf is wrong with me?
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Old Aug 19, 2014, 05:24 PM
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I hate myself today. I suck. I have to job. I smoke to destroy myself.
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Old Aug 19, 2014, 07:26 PM
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My uncle is here. Nice distraction.
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Old Aug 19, 2014, 07:44 PM
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Omg i feel so anxious right now. Im hungry. I hate this.
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I am at a conference
A room full of CPAs - how dull and boring (even though I am one too, but I am not
dull and boring...maybe...somewhat)

I do not want to be here
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Old Aug 19, 2014, 09:23 PM
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Cpa huh. Numbers. Tax time.

Why am i so out of sorts? I have to do my dbt hmework tomorrow morning before group. Ugh
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Even if i got a good job now i wouldnt be able to retire. Now i feel rotten.
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Old Aug 19, 2014, 10:16 PM
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Took ativan. Must sleep
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Old Aug 19, 2014, 10:25 PM
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Interesting post. I did smoke cigarettes. When well, I wanted to quit and have, but when i was ill, I too, used it as self destruction. I thought I was the only one. I loved riding a motorcycle for the danger as well. I don't ride anymore.
Thanks for this!
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Old Aug 20, 2014, 08:37 AM
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If i tell my pdoc how much i hate myself today will she put me inpatient? Id hate to go
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Old Aug 20, 2014, 09:10 AM
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Someone asked why get my tattoo. I answered "Because this demon will always be with me. Its part of me. This way i have some control over it"
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Old Aug 20, 2014, 12:51 PM
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Waiting for a longtime friend to get here in 10 minutes. We can only meet for half an hour and havent seen each other in a year or more. Saw t today to and told her about the smoking. She just made notes and asked why i thought i was smoking. I didnt tell her about the tattoo.
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Friend waslate so only stayed 8 minutes. Im sad about that. I hope he enjoyed our short time together.
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I feel like hiding away today though im out at the bookstore with my youngest.
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Old Aug 20, 2014, 03:55 PM
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Im shaking. Trying to read.
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Old Aug 20, 2014, 05:33 PM
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T gave me more homework
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Old Aug 20, 2014, 07:12 PM
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Seeing pdoc tomorrow a.m.
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