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I have become, in the past, extremely psychotic but only for a short time (although my bizarre delusions can last for months). Is that enveloped in my bp diagnosis? Are other types of psychosis diagnosed only if you have symptoms outside of a mood disorder (I have read something of the sorts)? I have always been curious about this. Why are some people who are psychotic during episodes diagnosed as BPI, some as BP with psychotic features, some as scizoeffective, and some as scizotypical. I've even wondered if my psychosis is actually psychosis and not actual occurrences and if my delusions are actually legitimate beliefs. Is it normal to wonder that long after psychosis has occurred? I saw a thread along these lines but I didn't want to high-jack that thread with a bunch of my own questions. Thoughts?
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I have psychosis when I become very very depressed. But I have BP 2. I doubt your delusions are true. If you have paranoia, try to wait till your meds r working before you judge. Or ask a trusted friend.
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I really don't know all of the differences. I'm sort of new to this.
I have wondered many times if my psychosis is really psychosis. I used to think my husband and pdoc had conspired to get me medicated. The fact they had never met or spoken to each other, the fact that I was the one who chose the doctor didn't matter. I noticed you are on 30 mg of Abilify. That's a fairly high dosage, I think. Hopefully you aren't still experiencing psychosis on 30 mg.
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Things That Make Me Mentally Interesting: Bipolar II, ultra-rapid cycling with transient psychotic features ADD, inattentive type Separation Anxiety and possible PTSD Stuff That Helps: Zyprexa, Stelazine, and Dexedrine |
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Maybe an example would help- One of my delusional beliefs from my BP psychosis was that the Obamas controlled Hollywood- and gave celebs strict guidelines on their behavior. And that the celeb magazines were written by people with a psych background to help people encountering similar issues in their daily life (not finding the right person, drama from the ex, ect). I can sorta laugh about it now, but it doesn't seem that far fetched to me. Its just not worth my time to think about it.
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Bipolar Type I | 40 mg of Latuda, 0.5 mg of Xanax | Diagnosed August 27 2013 |
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Thank you night side of eden for the wonderful information and for taking the time to explain it.
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***** Every finger in the room is pointing at me I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now Tori Amos ~ Crucify Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder |
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As an example of my psychosis, because I have a printed email account of it, I have included the following attachment. It is long so I understand if you choose not to read it but I am always looking for someone to read it (I obviously don't share it with many) and tell me it was a miraculous spiritual experience (as I often believe it was) and not insanity. Most of my psychosis is related to this post: hearing the voice of God, following his sometimes nonsensical (to many) plans, etc.
img009.jpg Some exapmles of delusions have been that someone could read my mind, that all of my prayers are answered by God because I am special (out of the ordinary special), that I have special powers through the holy spirit and can cast out demons or lay my hands on people for healing, etc.
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***** Every finger in the room is pointing at me I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now Tori Amos ~ Crucify Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder Last edited by cashart10; Aug 18, 2014 at 09:31 PM. Reason: attachment |
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If you open the attachment using the paper clip on the main bipolar forum page, you can actually read it.
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***** Every finger in the room is pointing at me I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now Tori Amos ~ Crucify Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder |
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W/ psychotic features means psychosis only when in (hypo)mania, depression and / or mixed episode. Some drs like mine attribute some psychotic like behavior to other disorders like anxiety. My doctor also rarely uses scizoaffective disorder because there's such a stigma to it.
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Happy almost birthday, Sunshine! Hope you make it fun.
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Bipolar Type I | 40 mg of Latuda, 0.5 mg of Xanax | Diagnosed August 27 2013 |
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Thanks, I haven't really celebrated it in yrs. But my sister from Eugene is coming so I think I'll be celebrating this year.
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Not proper psychosis but behavior that look like psychosis.
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TY for responding to my post.
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Dx: Bipolar I, ADD, GAD. Rx: Fluoxetine, Buproprion, Olanzapine, Lamictal, and Strattera. |
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