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Aug 27, 2014, 02:34 PM
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I finally admitted it to my husband today that I'm back to cycling again despite the years of reprieve. We had words about the years when he dumped me at the inpatient ward and didn't speak to me until I was ready to come home. I've never quite forgiven him for agreeing to sign the papers to put me in permanently. It was only the electroshock that brought me around enough I was safe to exist in the outside world.
So, tomorrow I call the pdoc and ask her to change my meds. I hate to go back to all of that. I don't have a lot of hope that things will work out but I guess there is a chance that the change in meds will do the trick. I don't want to be sick again and hopeless all the time. I did at least get out of bed today. I suppose that is something. Belle |
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Aug 27, 2014, 02:56 PM
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It will gt better again. I said before, my path is similar to yours. I think I have found a med combo that works at least a little bit. Jumping back on the med train sucks but it will get you where you need to be. And yes, getting out of bed is a huge accomplishment.
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Aug 27, 2014, 04:31 PM
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Good going!
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Aug 27, 2014, 04:45 PM
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Just started cycling too. My fiancé has never scene me drugged up like this, hope the relationship survives
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Aug 27, 2014, 05:27 PM
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Never give up hope
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Science cannot solve the ultimate mystery of nature. And that is because, in the last analysis, we ourselves are a part of the mystery that we are trying to solve ~ Max Planck |
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Aug 27, 2014, 05:46 PM
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Things are getting desperate. The thought of ending it all is becoming more and more a reality for me. Although I did tell hubby I had started cycling again he has no idea things are this desperate. If he had any idea how things really are he would have me admitted tonight.
I'm supposed to call the pdoc tomorrow to see about changing my meds. Maybe I'll just give in and let sickness win. Belle |
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Aug 27, 2014, 05:51 PM
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The feelings and depression will pass. It always does. Allow yourself the chance to get better. You can do it!
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