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Sep 16, 2014, 01:02 PM
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September 16th and it's almost noon. I have job interview today that I desperatlely need to get.
Not sure if I should have a shot or 2 of tequila to calm my nerves. I want to but seems like I don't know how to only have a drink or two and I can't end up being drunk today I don't even have milk for the baby. I keep getting anxiety not sure if it's cuz I'm crazy or if mabe it's just withdrawals. I'm happy with my life except I'm financially screwed. I love my husband kids and home. I just need a ****ing job. I keep getting stupid thought in my head about slicing my wrist I'm not sucidal at all just keep getting those stupid visions again.. I hate them they make me feel crazy. Yesterday I was cutting an onion and decided it be best to put the knife down WTf u nutcase. I'm craving for a bout of mania I just know if I could trigger it some how everything will be better. Last edited by TheWell; Sep 16, 2014 at 05:01 PM. Reason: Added a trigger icon |
 wildflowerchild25
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Sep 16, 2014, 05:16 PM
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Sorry that's horrible! I'd just call a mental health crisis line is all and see what they suggest! Hope you feel better!
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Sep 16, 2014, 05:31 PM
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I get that too. As long as you feel you can not act on it it just needs to be noted in your file.
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