I hate this part..

My mom is Manic. I can take on the energizer bunny, but today she is so mad. I live in apartment upstairs and locking myself in. She's in her bedroom pissed off at the world. I hate when she gets mad because she can get physical with us especially my dad. I will probably not have luck getting her to take her meds tonight.

I really hate this part. I'm Bipolar and I just crashed a month ago but it's never as bad as her. I'm starting a new job Tuesday. She always seems to rain on my parade.

Sorry to hear you are feeling this way. Please make sure you are safe and don't take chances of being hurt. It is one thing to be angry and manic, it is a totally different thing to hit someone. I may feel like doing that, but never okay. I will be thinking about you and hope your safe.

Thanks Curious! For some reason she always targets my dad. I could easily go sleep at 1 of my sister's houses, but I feel I need to stay to try and keep the peace and especially if my dad needs backup. I hope she sleeps. We were just at doctors yesterday. I'm going running early in the morning to try and run off the nerves that get to me at this point.

I'm training for a 15K next week and I'm aiming for 6 miles tomorrow, I'm going to use this as fuel for my run!