kinda burning out...

You know it's not good when it's hard to get excited about things and one prevalent emotion is anger.

Need to get out of this funk ASAP.

Are you able to take a few days or a week off to go travel somewhere. That usually perks you up.

As employed person, sadly no.

And my friend is going to Kyiv and been offering places in her car....but I cain't go *sad*. Although not sure if Kyiv would not sent me into cray-cray mode right now.

Not sure what I can do. Maybe head into the downtown with my camera and pretend I am a tourist here. It worked in the past. But I am so ****ing existenially sad, that the streets of Prague makes me sorta sad.

If you do head downtown with a camera, please post your pictures for us.

How about a hair color change or more colors ? Tattoo ? Or just a henna one ?

Really sucks you can't take a trip

How well are you eating?

Christina I will see. Don't really wanna mess with my hair though, maybe I'll just have upkeep because I haven't done that for too long and roots are showing. I cannot really go for colors working in education (asides for my political clip ins I wear for our weekend protests lol).

As for eating... I am eating normally. I kinda enjoy food too.

Anyways, gonna be the cheery version of self. Dark side of me is not applicable at this point. Need to let that out elsewhere.

well slightly better.

Seems my jobs are contributive and make sense. In the assistant job I am being taken as serious staff member it seems

And as for activism............. well, Andrei Zubov said we are saving European civilization So might as well have fun doing that.

Maybe I am destined to be bit restless and sad for rest of my life. Maybe I seen too much. Maybe I feel too much. Who knows. Will be brave and carry on.

I'm glad you feeling better

You a very aware of yourself and your goals in life and fighting the injustice you see. I am envious of you to be honest, Your involvement in making this world a better place is a gift you have even when it wears you down , it always lifts your spirit.

I'm glad people at work are seeing how much you can offer !

Maybe you do, but it's what makes you special. You're already brave, so just carry on one day at a time step by step. Just let yourself flow with everything around you and you'll be okay. Just keep being you and never stop.