[venusss]

You know it's not good when it's hard to get excited about things and one prevalent emotion is anger.

Need to get out of this funk ASAP.

[~Christina]

Are you able to take a few days or a week off to go travel somewhere. That usually perks you up.

[venusss]

As employed person, sadly no.

And my friend is going to Kyiv and been offering places in her car....but I cain't go *sad*. Although not sure if Kyiv would not sent me into cray-cray mode right now.

Not sure what I can do. Maybe head into the downtown with my camera and pretend I am a tourist here. It worked in the past. But I am so ****ing existenially sad, that the streets of Prague makes me sorta sad.

[hamster-bamster]

If you do head downtown with a camera, please post your pictures for us.

[~Christina]

How about a hair color change or more colors ? Tattoo ? Or just a henna one ?

Really sucks you can't take a trip

[Victoria'smom]

How well are you eating?

[venusss]

Christina I will see. Don't really wanna mess with my hair though, maybe I'll just have upkeep because I haven't done that for too long and roots are showing. I cannot really go for colors working in education (asides for my political clip ins I wear for our weekend protests lol).

As for eating... I am eating normally. I kinda enjoy food too.

Anyways, gonna be the cheery version of self. Dark side of me is not applicable at this point. Need to let that out elsewhere.

[venusss]

well slightly better.

Seems my jobs are contributive and make sense. In the assistant job I am being taken as serious staff member it seems

And as for activism............. well, Andrei Zubov said we are saving European civilization So might as well have fun doing that.

Maybe I am destined to be bit restless and sad for rest of my life. Maybe I seen too much. Maybe I feel too much. Who knows. Will be brave and carry on.

[~Christina]

I'm glad you feeling better

You a very aware of yourself and your goals in life and fighting the injustice you see. I am envious of you to be honest, Your involvement in making this world a better place is a gift you have even when it wears you down , it always lifts your spirit.

I'm glad people at work are seeing how much you can offer !

[TheDragon]

Originally Posted by venusss

Maybe I am destined to be bit restless and sad for rest of my life. Maybe I seen too much. Maybe I feel too much. Who knows. Will be brave and carry on.

Maybe you do, but it's what makes you special. You're already brave, so just carry on one day at a time step by step. Just let yourself flow with everything around you and you'll be okay. Just keep being you and never stop.