trying to do positive things-not working

i was trying to do something positive for myself...going to go get a mani/pedi...something that most girls can do without a second thought. so i went, i sat in the chair with my feet in the water and then no one came, they were taking forever, i looked around and knew i couldnt wait any longer, i had to get out of there. i put my wet feet into my shoes and walked out as quickly as i could.
now, im home crying, feeling awfully ****** about myself that i couldnt complete this simple task.

Fwiw, I don't even get through the door before I change my mind.

Gee, there is so much positive in there
First you went for the mani/pedi
Then when you were getting bad service you left and did not put
up with being treated poorly

The way I see it, that is pretty darn positive

I think it is awesome that you had the courage to go and even more to stand up for yourself and leave. I do not see this as a failure in one bit.