[wiretwister]

I have become very calm, everything seems to be moving in slow motion, it's like I am watching someone else.. not sure if I like this or not..all meaning all desire all feeling is just gone,,I am just here,,what or why not it does not matter,,no sui just don't seem to have any feeling at all...long weekend coming up it's my second aniversity of my ip and I will be very alone.. thanks for any good thoughts you could send my way....

[jelly-bean]

What you are experiencing does sound odd but I have no idea what would cause that. I'm sorry that you have to spend Thanksgiving weekend alone and I can certainly relate to how you feel. There is a virtual Thanksgiving dinner being set up in The Coffee Shop and a lot of us will be there so you are welcome to join us. You should go there and see what we are serving for dinner right now. You aren't the only person that is alone this weekend so come have virtual dinner with a few friends.

[Crazy Hitch]

Is there something you can do on your second anniversary of your ip? Something good you can do for yourself because you are here and you are not ip?

You seem to be experiencing a mild form of disassociation which is a protective barrier of thoughts of your ip stay.

I wish you peace and calm on the anniversary.

[Standup2me]

I am sending you good thoughts and peace
Love yourself as much as you love the world

Originally Posted by Hooligan

You seem to be experiencing a mild form of disassociation which is a protective barrier of thoughts of your ip stay.

I think so too. I get it a fair bit of what you describe and it is a rather strange feeling, isn't it? My (totally unscientific(!)) take on it is that my subconscious brain recognizes overload before my conscious brain does and hits some kind of "shutdown" tripwire. I'm there, but not there. It lets me deal in the timeframe, so I can't really complain about that, but wouldn't want to spend all my time there, you know?

Sending good thoughts your way.

[wiretwister]

Originally Posted by Innerzone

I think so too. I get it a fair bit of what you describe and it is a rather strange feeling, isn't it? My (totally unscientific(!)) take on it is that my subconscious brain recognizes overload before my conscious brain does and hits some kind of "shutdown" tripwire. I'm there, but not there. It lets me deal in the timeframe, so I can't really complain about that, but wouldn't want to spend all my time there, you know?

Sending good thoughts your way.

thanks for the good thoughts,,been mindlessly watching movie after movie ,unable or unwilling to think ,totally flat very low,, need a way up, anyway up