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I'm sorry that I only post when I'm having a so-called crisis, but today I really f***ed up.
I lied to get out of trouble, so I don't want to write much about what I did wrong, because I'm still feeling paranoid that my employer will find out that I lied. The thing is, I'm sure I'm going to get into this situation again. I didn't want to screw up in the first place, but that didn't stop me from screwing up. It might happen again. It might happen again tomorrow. There doesn't seem to be anything I can do to change it. I don't really want to figure out what to do to change it anyway. I'm afraid if I do, it will only make it much worse when I fail again. So I'm failing at my job. The only thing I want to do about it is get some magic spell that will erase all my past mistakes and guarantee 100% that I will never fail again. |
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everyone fails at some point and time it human nature to learn from our mistakes then from perfection every time
u have no idea how many times i have failed at something .........but each time i do i get up and do it again until i get it right or acceptable u messed up ok .......no biggie just learn from the mistake and take extra care in that area relearn what ever skills u need and work on it so does not repeat as for the lying ......that is never good .........i am blunt honest too the point little bit of social outcast ............what to do about it i go no idea lying never worked for me so i never worked on the skills needed for it |
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Oh I'm so sorry to hear this.
You're in a difficult position. It is true, that at times, our work performance can fluctuate due to our diagnosis. I'm sorry for the fear you feel right now over your error. I hope this turns out well for you. |
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I hope tomorrow is a better day for you
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Dx: Bipolar type 1 with psychosis Rx: Gabapentin 800mgs, Depakote ER 1,000mgs, Ativan 0.5mgs, Risperdal 4mgs |
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