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Dec 06, 2014, 06:40 AM
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my emotions are so blah on my meds that I actually find myself missing those dark days because there was a light at the end of the tunnel, it was an on coming train. But just having that sense of an end, a way out was comforting. What I have now is an endless living nothingness. Meds for me are a contradiction because by all standards I am better now, the darkness is gone.
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Dec 06, 2014, 11:47 AM
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I miss the deep depression, the heavy almost safe depression. This mixed / "light" shyt is more aggravating.
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Dec 06, 2014, 01:30 PM
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I totally understand where you are coming from! That is exactly why i go off meds...i hate depression with a passion but the flipping to the up side atleast makes it feel worth it! Feeling flat is awful
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