Help with Obsessive Negative Thinking/Not Letting Go

I do not own an infuser, but I have seen them, and they look quite aesthetically pleasing, which just might make you feel more like drinking the infusions. Also, if bipolar creativity strikes , you can experiment - put mint leaves into it one day and cucumbers another and mango pieces later on and see what you like better. gotta take advantage of bipolar .

The ganging up is clique-ish and being a target of a clique always hurts a lot. That you hate the members of the clique is reasonable and not a cause for concern and not suggestive of borderline. Thanks for explaining.

"When you say you hate people who have wronged you, one cannot help suspecting that those people have ignored you or not given you the attention you needed from them, but not outright wronged you - say, they did not tell lies about you in public to tarnish your reputation. So where a person without borderline traits would shrug her shoulders and move on, you perceive intentional harming and dwell on this. You seem to dwell on it to so much that you forego basic self-care strategies."

I really needed to hear this and I'm not even the OP. I'm going through many of the emotions the OP is right now and I'm finding this thread helpful. It definitely made me reach for my water bottle.