[mhcbdavid]

Alright i hate this,I think i'm manic yet again, iv'e been either sleeping 14-16 hours per night or not sleeping for 2-3 days, my driving has gotten faster and more wreckless,i've also been having visual flashbacks of the past and becoming very agitated which the irritability has been staying around most of the time. My spending has been outrageous, I think i'm happy at least, thats with all the energy ive been having. Its just weird because ive been in the hospital 11 times and 7 of them were depression related. Im really confused on what i should do, I see my psych doc Monday, and i dont want to hurt myself but do i need to go in to the hospital or at least see what my doc thinks? Please help I've come to far

[kaliope]

hi mhcbdavid
well you definitely sound manic. it is a shame they havent found the right meds to stabilize you after all this time. you know yourself and if you need to go to the hospital, what is stopping you from checking yourself in? you may not be a physical threat to yourself but this behavior is harming you, the reckless behavior you dont know what is going to happen. right now, you cannot adequately care for yourself because your judgement is impaired. this should be enough for admission. welcome to psych central. you will find we have several forums where you can post about your concerns and receive feedback from other members. you will get a lot of support here. again, welcome