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Anyone else have great anticipation about Christmas and a wonderful Christmas but feeling devastated today? I am feeling devastated and I am assuming and hoping it is because Christmas is over. I have felt deeply suicidal, trying to reason ways to die that my children won't find me dead. At the same time I have been inexplicably anxiety ridden. My mind has been racing and I can't concentrate on anything. I have also been physically sick. I just hope this doesn't last.
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Except for feeling suicidal, I'm feeling the same way. I can't explain why I'm feeling depressed and anxious today and feeling slightly off physically.
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Bipolar I, Depression, GAD Meds: Zoloft, Zyprexa, Ritalin "Each morning we are born again. What we do today is what matters most." -Buddha ![]() |
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I remember my aunt telling me that after her wedding she felt a deep crash. I didn't know what she was talking about until I had my wedding.
Maybe it's the same way with any big event, a holiday, family get together, a big event. You're not alone in feeling the crash. ((Hug))) Hang in there. You're not alone.
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awwwww. ((((((((hugs))) i didn't get to do much over christmas, so don't feel the same about it as you do- but i sure know what you mean i've had the same blues as you after other events that meant a lot to me- and it sucks |
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my husband was freaking out yesterday despite having what he said was a great christmas
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I get this every year! Seems like there's not much to look forward to after Christmas.
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