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Old Jan 01, 2015, 08:18 PM
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My son is gone. I feel dangerously close to the edge. The stress is killing me. I followed my safety plan. The three people I contacted didn't do anything. One was too busy, one yelled at me, and one changed the subject. I called the suicide hotline and talked to someone for a bit. It made me feel a tiny bit better, but I can't handle this stress knowing I have no support anywhere.

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Old Jan 01, 2015, 08:48 PM
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Please contact your ER if needed and stay safe. I've been thinking about you since I read about your son and I said a prayer for you. Please continue posting!
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Old Jan 01, 2015, 09:12 PM
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hope you get to a safe place. this is not good.
I feel close to the edge myself, trying to take it easy and get rest.
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Old Jan 01, 2015, 09:27 PM
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Everyone keeps yelling at me for feeling this way. I've gone to the ER before, several times, feeling like this. Each time they've sent me home with instructions to call my pdoc in the morning. I just want to sleep until the pain goes away. But I don't sleep much no matter how hard I try.

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Old Jan 01, 2015, 09:34 PM
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More words? Good luck. Make decisions that ensure you have a tomorrow.
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Old Jan 02, 2015, 03:34 AM
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Please take it one hour at a time. Hang in there. (((hugs)))
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Old Jan 02, 2015, 07:01 AM
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I made it through the night, albeit with very little sleep. Since my son went missing, sleep is so elusive. I wish I had a couple Ambien to get through the REALLY rough nights (like last night).

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