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Old Feb 06, 2015, 12:45 AM
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In crisis today I got in with pdoc. She changed my meds and I feel like I'm in mourning. And I'm mad at her. It'll pass I hope. Just feeling mixed & judged & paranoid & like there's no light in sight & like I'm a burden on everyone.
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Old Feb 06, 2015, 12:48 AM
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I hope you feel better soon. Mixed is the worst state to be in for sure.
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Old Feb 06, 2015, 12:49 AM
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Old Feb 06, 2015, 02:32 AM
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Old Feb 06, 2015, 02:38 AM
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Awwww Blue I hope everything improves asap.
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Old Feb 06, 2015, 02:51 AM
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Old Feb 06, 2015, 03:04 AM
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Oh blue I'm sorry. I hate those feelings, but it will pass. That's the thing with bp disorder, it always changes... take care of you.
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Old Feb 06, 2015, 03:29 AM
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Old Feb 06, 2015, 08:16 AM
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Old Feb 07, 2015, 03:51 PM
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Awww C, so sorry to hear you're struggling so badly


I hope the new meds start helping you soon, and that your mood evens out smoothly.


Love you sis, hang in there, we're all pulling for you!
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Old Feb 07, 2015, 07:31 PM
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I could only give you eleven. Who knew there was a limit? Let me know if you need some more. Hope you feel better very soon!!!!!!
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Old Feb 07, 2015, 07:45 PM
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Old Feb 14, 2015, 08:36 PM
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Thank you all
The med change was rocky at first. I took the week off of work doctors orders. That helped me deal. I think this is what baseline must feel like. I'm not ancy agitated doing risky business anymore. Rage has subsided.
And I don't feel blah or bored or sluggish. I'm not overly happy sad or angry. A little lonely just cuz my lifestyle & friends (boys) are changing.
I can see now I was manic. I think this last episode bumped me over to bp 1. I'd been bp 2 for a few years. Just processing it all. It is what it is.
A little annoyed pdoc was right. Not sure why. Maybe that she saw what I couldn't see.
And I now understand what T said: I may have bp, but bp does not have me.
. Thanks all. Sending love.
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