Yesterday was so so so bad for me was in a very dark dark dark place and was very low couldn't stop crying had anexity rapid heart beats called my mom and aunt and finally came to a conclusion with my husband too bc we tried to go out and eat after suffering snd being in bed which I shouldn't of gotten out I finally am gonna get to go back to my hometown for a while hopefully we are moving back there all together my little family and we will be closer to my family and friends and I won't be so depressed all the time I ready to get the eff out of this town so that's good when I get to my hometown I'm going to the hospital and there gonna get me on the right meds bc right now my Effexor wasn't working right or I might of been having. Withdrawals from Zoloft idk I just want to get on the right stuff and I'm glad we are gonna move back to my hometown yay for that I'm trying here ppl

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I know it's still hard.

[Espurr1989]

I'm jealous. I want to move back to my hometown so bad, I dream about it almost every night that I'm not having a nightmare. All of my blood relatives except mom and dad live there. My husband lives here though and I've sort of formed my own makeshift family that I would miss, so I guess this is home for now. I think going back to your family and friends and getting a new start will really turn things around for you.

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Originally Posted by Espurr1989

I'm jealous. I want to move back to my hometown so bad, I dream about it almost every night that I'm not having a nightmare. All of my blood relatives except mom and dad live there. My husband lives here though and I've sort of formed my own makeshift family that I would miss, so I guess this is home for now. I think going back to your family and friends and getting a new start will really turn things around for you.

Sometimes we just have to adapt things will get better maybe one day you will move back I'm sorry you are having nightmares I have them on an off sometimes makes you not want to go to bed I dream of my family a lot I'm glad I get to go back to them I think it will help being around finally and friends and having their support as well stay strong lots of love