[UpDownMiddleGround]

If I take this other pill to make me go to sleep, I will be sleepy in the morning. Takes too long to get to a thought when you have to rely on a string. I'm not taking it. I like my spiderweb thoughts. I make more connections that way.

A net of thoughts. That's so much better. Starting a bunch of stuff gives you a sense of accomplishment when you finish a bunch of stuff in one day, then you can say, "i have this and that going. I'm working on this." In a few weeks you can say, "i finished it all." If i go to bed now, it might be over. I like me today. Stuff the pill. I already took one. No thank you, i don't think i will have seconds.

OOPS. You sound a bit manic?

[UpDownMiddleGround]

Yeah. A tad bit. Funny, my meds make my eyes want to close. My mind still goes. My thoughts fight to come out of the darkness of sleep. They want to be thought, not slept on. I must persevere. I'm sitting, but i just can lay down. I do better at my kitchen counter. If i try to lay down, i will get up and start pacing. Been through this before. Maybe i can fall asleep here. Slim chance. Hmmm. Wonder what tomorrow's going to be like. I'm a cool cat on the outside, but inside. . . That another story. All i have to do to make it through the day is to be quiet. Short answers. No discussion.

[~Christina]

Hope when you do land its a soft easy one.

[UpDownMiddleGround]

Me too. Landing in the ocean would suck though. I can't swim.

[UpDownMiddleGround]

Just sent my best friend to emails of random thoughts. Didn't realize it was that many. I apologized on the eleventh one and asked her to delete them all. She might not call for a few days. . .

[~Christina]

Hypo/manic Texting, Emailing, Facebooking or Tweeting is always a possibility.. I only do that to my Bipolar friends they "get it "

[Crazy Hitch]

Hope your day pans out okay and all is well (((hugs)))