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Mar 10, 2015, 03:10 AM
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Hello..
This is my first post in this forum.. Im 18 years old and from India.. Sometimes(or most of the times) I feel exhausted and depressed.. My board exams are in few days and I just can't concentrate in my study.. I feel alone and my head says, there's no reason to live.. I just want to leave everything.. Im struggling with the suicidal thoughts.. When I badly need someone's company, I find none, and when I want to stay alone, people start disturbing me.. That things which were at the center of my interest are now worthless to me.. My parents didn't want to know the reason behind my depresrion and so there's no one to share my feelings.. I liked to make new friends, but now I don't even want to meet my old friends.. I don't know whats going on..  Hope everything will be fine again.. 
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Mar 10, 2015, 03:41 AM
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Hi nemo
Congratulations on your first post in the Bipolar Forum. It's good to see you post here. I like your quote in your signature: "“Whatever you think that you will be. If you think yourself weak,weak you will be; if you think yourself strong, you will be” ― Swami Vivekananda" Very true! Feeling exhausted and depressed is not a nice way to feel and yes it can feel pretty over whealming when we feel this way. Having exams is a very stressful event and I can understand why it is so difficult for you to study at the moment. Intrusive thoughts can certainly feel very overwhealming when they begin to dominate our over all thoughts. You can share your feelings here. We will listen. You can work through these intrusive thoughts. The human in you is much stronger. Your chemical imbalance in your brain is creating these intrusive thoughts but you will win. The human within you will win over these intrusive thoughts. You said: "Hope everything will be fine again.. " Yes. It can. This is the human within you thinking this. What you believe is true. You can get better. Your intrusive thoughts have temporarily clouded your vision. This happens from time to time. We listen. Feel free to talk to us here. |
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Mar 10, 2015, 03:49 AM
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thank u for ur message..
I'll win.. I can win..
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“Whatever you think that you will be. If you think yourself weak,weak you will be; if you think yourself strong, you will be” ― Swami Vivekananda
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Mar 10, 2015, 04:01 AM
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Sorry to hear that you are struggling with depression. It sounds like you have a strong spirit and I believe that will help you immensely. You can win! Hang in there and keep posting if it helps. I wish you all the best in your board exams.
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