[zihbladez]

I am 23 and these are my symptoms:
restlessness depression anxiety feeling like im jumping out my skin paranoia rage cant concentrate or focus on assignments fatigue reoccurring thoughts like i have to count in the same pattern at the same time over eating out of boredom crying spells mild hallucinations

medications: latuda effexor ativan
diagnosis: bipolar disorder depression mild adult adhd/add traits of BPD

i dont know what to do. lately ive been really manic everything is moving, my thoughts are running, im easily distracted but depressed, sad, no motivation, bad memory, ive slept about 5 hours a night. im jumping out my skin hearing voices, seeing bugs and repetitve and rhythmic thoughts in behaviors. like repeating patterns and if they dont work out the way my mind says that they should i get frustrated. and then some days i dont eat. i have a good life, scholarships and stuff. but my grades went from A's to D's in one semester.

[yanks7]

Hear that went from a 3.9 to 2.9 in one year with many of things you are describing it is a pain in the ***. It got better for me but still not up to par six months later. I hate when everything is going my way and then I sabotage it. crazy illness no pun intended. I hope things work out for you.

[Supersonic]

I feel for you. School is tough to handle alone without our ups and downs. I'd talk to your PDoc asap. I've had recent terms where I dropped half my classes and just did enough to get by in the others. It's not a good feeling when you can't give your best. My PDoc had me on Lamictal to start things off in hopes it could slow things down a bit. Best of luck.