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#1
Mar 19, 2015, 07:28 PM
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I just cant…..i cant do this anymore. i'm trying. i really am freaking trying. i cant do it.
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 Anonymous45023, dshantel, ladisputelover, Resident Bipolar, Ruftin, Turtlesoup, Wander, xxblackrosesxx
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Mar 19, 2015, 07:36 PM
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| Anonymous200155
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#3
Mar 19, 2015, 07:44 PM
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the voices are loud…..very loud...
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| Ruftin
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Mar 19, 2015, 08:01 PM
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((CI)) I've heard those voices before too. They can't hurt you. They are just playing with you. Have you learned any techniques you can fall back on to calm these voices. I've drowned mine in music, TV, cursed them away, prayed them away, distracted them. 0.25mg of Ativan daily works nicely in keeping their freakin mouths shut. I hate them too. Do you have something for anxiety you could take right now?
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| Anonymous200155
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#5
Mar 19, 2015, 08:07 PM
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CI please go to the ER. You've been tortured enough and need relief even if just temporary.
__________________
Dx: Me- SzA Husband- Bipolar 1 Daughter- mood disorder+ Comfortable broken and happy "So I don't know why I'm tongue tied At the wrong time when I need this."- P!nk My blog |
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 dshantel, Ruftin
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#6
Mar 19, 2015, 08:10 PM
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i'm not at risk. I am here with my wife. I just cant cope. i feel like its breaking me down….my soul is shattering
no harm will come to me. |
| Anonymous45023, Ruftin, Turtlesoup
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#7
Mar 19, 2015, 08:19 PM
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I'm glad you have someone there with you. You're safe. That's very good! I'm so sorry you are going through this.
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| Anonymous200155
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#8
Mar 19, 2015, 08:22 PM
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Just hold on Chaotic; I know exactly how you're feeling and I know how much it hurts but just hold on....
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~Dx: Bipolar 1 with Psychotic features, Dysthymia, OCD with tics including dermotillomania, Complex PTSD, Anxiety, Dysgraphia, Medication Induced ADHD ~Self-Dx: BPD, ASD with tics, Depersonalization-derealization disorder ~Rx: Wellbutrin 150mg, Gabapentin 2700mg, VIstaril 50mg, Prazosin 2mg, Klonopin 3mg, Trazodone 100mg, Thorazine 50mg |
| Anonymous200155
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Mar 19, 2015, 08:33 PM
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im trying im ust distressed. i just need to make it till tomorrow. they will make me sleep good for ect...
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| Anonymous45023, Here2There, ladisputelover, Ruftin, Turtlesoup, Victoria'smom
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#10
Mar 19, 2015, 08:42 PM
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CI please take care-we are here for support
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"This is just a moment in time. Step aside and let it happen."-Inara from Firefly  Bipolar Disorder Depression Generalized Anxiety Disorder OCD PTSD Insomnia Chronic Pain Prozac 30mg daily Buspar 10mg three times daily Propranolol 10mg three times daily Currently titrating up Lamictal daily Ambien 5mg prn Trazodone 50mg prn |
| Anonymous200155
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#11
Mar 19, 2015, 08:43 PM
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Sorry you're having a hard time, but glad you have support. Hang in there!
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| Anonymous200155
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#12
Mar 19, 2015, 08:49 PM
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i'm trying hard to take care. trying so damn hard.
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| Here2There, Ruftin, Turtlesoup, Victoria'smom
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#13
Mar 19, 2015, 08:57 PM
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Is there anything we can do to help?
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Dx: Me- SzA Husband- Bipolar 1 Daughter- mood disorder+ Comfortable broken and happy "So I don't know why I'm tongue tied At the wrong time when I need this."- P!nk My blog |
| Anonymous200155
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#14
Mar 19, 2015, 09:05 PM
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pray loudly maybe? i dont know. an exorcism?
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| Ruftin, Skywalking, Turtlesoup, Victoria'smom
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#15
Mar 19, 2015, 09:17 PM
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Something that makes me feel better sometimes is to imagine a white light surrounding me protectively, shutting out anything that would harm me. I don't know if it might help, but I don't think it would hurt. Imagine whatever protective force you might believe in surrounding you so the voices can't touch you.
I'm glad you're safe, this night won't last forever and those voices won't either. You are brave and wonderful.
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| Anonymous200155, Ruftin
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| ladisputelover, Ruftin
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Mar 20, 2015, 02:45 AM
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I drown the loud ones out by having max volume playing thru my ear buds.
Metal is a good genre for this. It's not a cure all, but it does provide me with some reprieve from their incessant screaming and taunting. This too shall pass It's just part of this sometimes unrelenting cycle.
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 DXD BP1, BPD & OCPD  "The best way to make it through with hearts and wrists in tact, is to realise, two out of three aint bad" FOB...
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| ladisputelover, Ruftin
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#17
Mar 20, 2015, 03:58 AM
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I am so sorry. I don't know what that is like.
All I can say is, lean on your wife. She is there for you. And this site is here too.
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| Anonymous200155
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#18
Mar 20, 2015, 04:28 AM
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Hope you're having sweet dreams CI
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Dx: Me- SzA Husband- Bipolar 1 Daughter- mood disorder+ Comfortable broken and happy "So I don't know why I'm tongue tied At the wrong time when I need this."- P!nk My blog |
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Mar 20, 2015, 06:17 AM
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(((((((((CI)))))))))
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Mar 20, 2015, 09:45 AM
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Gentle prayers sent your way. I sure hope you find peace soon. Big hugs
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#21
Mar 20, 2015, 03:42 PM
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Thank you everyone for the kind words. I don't know how much better I am today. Just a headache. Spent the day laying in bed with my wife after my appointment, so I guess im going to give today a shot.
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| Anonymous37883, Anonymous45023, ladisputelover, Ruftin
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#22
Mar 20, 2015, 04:06 PM
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Let us know anything we can do...be strong.. tigger wants u well..
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| Anonymous200155
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#23
Mar 20, 2015, 09:13 PM
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We're here for you, Chaotic. I hope you're feeling better
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Bipolar life has it's ups and downs Currently experiencing slight relapse into depressive episode but overall stability for almost a year! |
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Mar 20, 2015, 10:09 PM
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_____
_____ Thinking of you......
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| Anonymous200155
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Mar 21, 2015, 06:23 AM
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You can do it <3. I believe in you, my friend..
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| Anonymous200155
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