[Trav1985]

The last couple weeks have been really really tough. My anxiety has been bad and I'm very edgy and ready to snap on everyone. I want the world to leave me alone completely. My mom and girlfriend are getting frustrated with my attitude and want me to be in the hospital in care. I don't want to go to work as I'm worried I'm going to go off on someone just for trying to make me laugh. My mind and thoughts are racing my chest is tight and my heart is beating different. My breathing has been fast then really slow and I have to take deep breaths slot. I'm constantly mad and have become a complete hermit again and don't talk to anyone

[xxblackrosesxx]

hmm it sounds like a mixed episode. manic and depressed.

[HALLIEBETH87]

That's how my mixed episodes feel.

I hope you get relief soon

[Sunnyhunny00]

I've been weird lately also. I'm been venturing to my room often to be alone and the only reason I come out is because I feel obligated. Then when I'm out, I just want to go back. I'm not depressed really all. Maybe on few occasions off and on. I just want to be left alone really.
Then in the next breath I'm doing something creative. I started something and lost my vibe so it's not finished.

I get really aggravated and uncomfortable when someone comes into my room. Sometimes I will snap and raise my voice.

I wish I could be normal for one damn day and actually enjoy socializing with my family. Makes me feel guilty.

I hope we all can find relief during these times. I really hope you start feeling better!!!