Can anyone relate

Feeling tired of fighting against the suicidal thoughts in my head for years. Feeling painfully loneliness. Shame on myself for what the situation I'm right now.

I can totally relate and I know the pain, but I also always try to remember that there is happiness at the end of my cycles and I try to keep in mind that there are people who would miss me if I were gone.

(((AnyoneHere2Hear)))

Yeah intrusive thoughts are really not nice at all and fighting these thoughts in your head can be a very difficult, emotionally challenging situation at the best of times yet alone when we are already chucked so far to the ground and having to deal with them.

I did find this interesting article if you want to have a quick look - its on help.org - dealing with these types of thoughts - I hate these thoughts - I get them too

Suicide Help: Dealing with Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings

Intrusive thoughts suck!!

Hope things get better soon!

And this too shall pass hun. I've told myself yeah yeah yeah yeah trying to take away its power over me before, but when it's screaming at you inside your own head, it really hurts. We get that. Please hang in their sweety.