[HALLIEBETH87]

Do you feel you're being watched by secret cameras in the house or places you go?

[gayleggg]

I'm lucky in that I don't feel that way. I'm so sorry that you do. With so many cameras everywhere I can see why you would feel that way.

[HALLIEBETH87]

I know it's off but I do get scared people are watching me..,

My cousin told md she doesn't have cameras in her house but still...

I first felt this way at church Wednesday nigjt

[MyUsername1111111]

Sometimes, even when i am alone, I will sort of put on a play in my apartment as if i were being watched. It is not so much paranoia, but i do very often consider the possibility that someone may know what i am up to even though the curtains are closed

[lunaticfringe]

YES!!!! Wow it is so crazy that I'm not the only one. I am paranoid about hidden cameras and microphones almost all the time.

[HALLIEBETH87]

Originally Posted by MyUsername1111111

Sometimes, even when i am alone, I will sort of put on a play in my apartment as if i were being watched. It is not so much paranoia, but i do very often consider the possibility that someone may know what i am up to even though the curtains are closed

Yes Im dog sitting and I think people are watching everywhere I go-even just being alone in the house....scary.

[HALLIEBETH87]

I think Im kinda of coming down from my hypomania. Im still happy but not hyped up and such

Oh! How is the dog-sitting going? I told you I used to pet-sit, right? It always feels a little odd to me being alone in someone else's house.

[Nammu]

I have especially in the bathroom or bedroom. I blame TV.

[HALLIEBETH87]

It's ok I guess. They're being awful and it's supposed to rain all next week. :/ it's my cousin aunt I'm pet sitting for. My aunt just assumed I would! 3 dogs1 cat, 1 rabbit, 2 parakeets and 9 hens.

They're not paying you? *shocked face* Yeah, that's a big assortment to care for.

The ones that spook me are the ones on the front of this iPad or my laptop. Anyone can be watching.

[Row Jimmy]

I am also hypomanic and feel like people are either talking about me, using my computer without me knowing, or putting stuff in my water when I'm not looking. All the while, I am planning my great escape to Mount Rainier to get away from all this madness.

Always Changing - I put tape over mine!

[HALLIEBETH87]

My cousin is paying me but I don't think my aunt is

[boydisappearing]

I used to be convinced that my landlord had set up a camera to watch me shower. I don't get those feelings as much now.

Well, just so long as someone is paying you. That sounds like a lot of work, even if you like animals.

[HALLIEBETH87]

I used to pet sit all the time with no issues. Now I get overwhelmed quickly and easily. It may be what's slowing me down. I'm still using lots of coping skills to stay busy. It will be easier when my aunt gets home and I'll just have the two dogs.

I feel like I need a nap.

[Sunnyhunny00]

When I'm alone, I always feel someone is behind me, watching me, or going to jump out at me. I also fear that someone is going to break in and kill me.

It sucks, I live in a gated community/retirement community. There is no crime here. Yet, I still feel that someone is out to get me.

[HALLIEBETH87]

Originally Posted by Sunnyhunny00

When I'm alone, I always feel someone is behind me, watching me, or going to jump out at me. I also fear that someone is going to break in and kill me.

It sucks, I live in a gated community/retirement community. There is no crime here. Yet, I still feel that someone is out to get me.

I'm sorry :/

[MyUsername1111111]

Originally Posted by HALLIEBETH87

I think Im kinda of coming down from my hypomania. Im still happy but not hyped up and such

Same. And this seroquel withdrawal is making me fatigued. I can drink a pot of coffee and still feel like i could sleep. Even though once i do sleep, it still is not for a sufficient amount of time. It is so hard being bored on a weekend while trying to stay up all night, but i think i will give it one more go at an all nighter before i accept that this episode is over and 365 days away.

[HALLIEBETH87]

Originally Posted by MyUsername1111111

Same. And this seroquel withdrawal is making me fatigued. I can drink a pot of coffee and still feel like i could sleep. Even though once i do sleep, it still is not for a sufficient amount of time. It is so hard being bored on a weekend while trying to stay up all night, but i think i will give it one more go at an all nighter before i accept that this episode is over and 365 days away.

Awe I'm sorry!!!

Actually I'm back up. Not sure shy I was do lazy earlier!!' I
Going out to buy magazines, collage time!

Take care!!*hugs*

[MyUsername1111111]

I was up this morning but with the fatigue it is hard for me to convince myself that i am still going strong

Have fun

[~Christina]

This happened last time you were pet sitting, You need to find someone now that can take over in case your unable to handle it and need IP again.

Self grounding = your best friend.

[HALLIEBETH87]

Originally Posted by ~Christina

This happened last time you were pet sitting, You need to find someone now that can take over in case your unable to handle it and need IP again.

Self grounding = your best friend.

Ty. I've been spending today at my aunts away from them lol I let them and spend sn hr with them then leave. I've been making collages snd coloring and doing lots of word searched and it seems to slow me down!
And candlelit bath with soothing music and bath oil. I'm mad my aunt assumed I'd watch her animals. They tmd me night they left! I'm not pet sitting anore after this. I want the $100 for my dulcimetteand I want to make it through this.

It's nothing like last time I swear. Now next week when it's rainy g every day well see lol

My t office called me yesterday and made sn appt got me to see pdocondag cause they didn't want me to wait two weeks. They said I need med adjusting.

Collages really calm me and ima perfectionist do it's time consuming too and I gVe a schedule yo flow daily so busy

[MyUsername1111111]

Originally Posted by HALLIEBETH87

yo flow daily so busy

Word.