[sweetmadness]

I'm so confused and overwhelmed, or was. I was given my Adderall refill, 10 mgs twice a day. I took it as prescribed for two or three days, and it made me worse. My psychiatrist is booked until June, he ever spoke with me the office person came downstairs with the refill after I had waited two hours hoping he could see me for at least 5 minutes. The Adderall kicked off a near manic episode, but I'm ok now. I slept all day yesterday and so I'm not very tired at the moment.

All the stuff I've been going through is too hard to talk about. I don't even know what I'm able to say anymore or even if I have enough strength to say it. I'm doing my best, lost all my friends including someone who pretended to be my BFF and then stole my car and left me at a gay bar in DC, took it to see his boyfriend, wrecked it into a guard rail, drove it through a toll booth and then his other friend came back and took me home. They both lied that they had left me sitting outside the bar all night, pretended I had come with them or something. neither of them are my friend anymore, they were also both uninsured and one said the other was driving drunk.

[Brophy]

Seem's like you're spiraling, I hope you find your way out of this.

[BandName]

That's crazy. Sounds like you could afford to lose that "Friend". I would lose my mind.

[sweetmadness]

Yeah...I am doing better since I quit taking Adderall a couple days ago. I was only on it for a short time before I started noticing signs of mania surfacing. A couple people on FB talked to me and helped me deal with the short episode. I made some careless mistakes, involving being too gabby. haha. Good news, out of the ashes I published my memoir, it's called Serenity. Serenity by Gabrielle BG (Paperback) - Lulu

That sounds like something out of those american teen tv shows.

Mustnt be a nice experience. Hope you are doing better now.