Every moment is a struggle

Bipolar has been with me since my youth. I struggle every moment alone and trust no one. I've yet to find a day without the bipolar monkey on my back...

Hi Tazmanic. Welcome to Psych Central (PC). Sorry to hear you are suffering from bipolar.
Some people choose talk therapy with a therapist. Others have a professional diagnosis with a psychiatrist to be sure of having a solid idea of what you are suffering from and the opportunity to see how your condition responds to meds.

So glad you joined the Psych Central community. Many people who are actively involved in Psych Central find it helps take them out of their own problems to develop empathy for others. And their problems though still there are more manageable. There are lots of compassionate people here that can make the load lighter by sharing and caring. Feel free to participate actively at Psych Central.

Some people find the forums give them the compassion and empathy they seek. http://forums.psychcentral.com

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