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I'm already moody and annoyed. Now I'm at family gathering I don't want to be at (I'm staying a short while) and mother came. She never calls or cares about me or anything. I don't care usually but my moodiness makes it worse. She left us and forgets we exist. Tiday she shows up .
I shouldn't bother caring but today I do. I'm hating today again.
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schizoaffective bipolar type PTSD generalized anxiety d/o haldol, prazosin, risperdal and prn klonopin and helpful cogentin |
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She brought her bf she's shacking up with too. Gah!!
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schizoaffective bipolar type PTSD generalized anxiety d/o haldol, prazosin, risperdal and prn klonopin and helpful cogentin |
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I feel ya, HallieBeth. I hate family gatherings under the best of circumstances. Maybe try and find something else to think about while you're there and plan to do something fun as a reward after?
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That's no fun. I feel for you. Whenever I'm irritated I get mad at the little things but it's even worse for the big things that would normally irritate me. Those can get out of control fast. I lose all sense of myself and let the anger take over. I've poisoned many relationships because of this. It's good you planned to stay for a short while because of your current moods. I do the same when feeling that way. I cant imagine having to deal with stuff that irritates me even when stable for very long let alone when I'm manic.
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Diagnosed: bipolar 1, ADHD combined type, GAD, avoidant personality disorder Current meds: lamictal 300mg , saphris 10mg Chronic complex Migraine meds: floricet, propranolol 120mg, gabapentin 2,400mg a day ( not sure it helps migraines or psych disorders...) ![]() |
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Blah... She's a idiot.. its really good she isn't in your life daily, yeah it suck and blows..... Have you written in your journal today?
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Thanks friends. I'm ok. She never spoke to me til I was telling everyone bye then all she says was bye and love you. *rolls eyes* all well.
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schizoaffective bipolar type PTSD generalized anxiety d/o haldol, prazosin, risperdal and prn klonopin and helpful cogentin |
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I don't miss her in my life anymore. She doesn't call me anymore anyway. I haven't written yet! I left early to come see a friend.
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schizoaffective bipolar type PTSD generalized anxiety d/o haldol, prazosin, risperdal and prn klonopin and helpful cogentin |
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