Moody for real

I'm already moody and annoyed. Now I'm at family gathering I don't want to be at (I'm staying a short while) and mother came. She never calls or cares about me or anything. I don't care usually but my moodiness makes it worse. She left us and forgets we exist. Tiday she shows up .

I shouldn't bother caring but today I do. I'm hating today again.

She brought her bf she's shacking up with too. Gah!!

I feel ya, HallieBeth. I hate family gatherings under the best of circumstances. Maybe try and find something else to think about while you're there and plan to do something fun as a reward after?

That's no fun. I feel for you. Whenever I'm irritated I get mad at the little things but it's even worse for the big things that would normally irritate me. Those can get out of control fast. I lose all sense of myself and let the anger take over. I've poisoned many relationships because of this. It's good you planned to stay for a short while because of your current moods. I do the same when feeling that way. I cant imagine having to deal with stuff that irritates me even when stable for very long let alone when I'm manic.

Blah... She's a idiot.. its really good she isn't in your life daily, yeah it suck and blows..... Have you written in your journal today?

Thanks friends. I'm ok. She never spoke to me til I was telling everyone bye then all she says was bye and love you. *rolls eyes* all well.

I don't miss her in my life anymore. She doesn't call me anymore anyway. I haven't written yet! I left early to come see a friend.