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May 13, 2015, 04:24 PM
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So yeah its been close to a month since I last really posted in the forums. Been a rather wild ride starting with an issue that wasn't readily apparent to me. Amazing how a person can go so long and maintain a sense of almost stability in their mind while they push away everyone that cares and literally destroy themselves from the inside out. Month of paranoia, anxiety and delusions of persecution equivalent to that in a Sci-Fi movie. No I don't believe in aliens, and I don't believe that I am being haunted, but its amazing how I have walked through the past 6 months thinking everything was a conspiracy. Everything was programmed and I was navigating the confusion of a world gone mad. But it wasn't the world…..it was me.
I just spend 4 weeks inpatient and I gotta tell you that I learned quite a bit, and it scares me that I lived the way I did for so long. A life of nothing being true and everything being permitted looking back is utter insanity. Living in my past and dwelling on all the hurt I have encountered, the shadow men rearing their ugly heads all hour of the day…..not to mention that everyone was out to get me. Everyone wanted to see me fall so they could drown me in the mud. I'm better now, and stable. Yeah people tried to push me down when I was getting help. People still try to push me down. I'm stronger than that. Good luck. I'm stable, psychosis free for 3 weeks, and better than every. So yeah. bring it on. Come at me life. I dare you. |
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#2
May 13, 2015, 04:29 PM
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welcome back, glad you're doing well
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#3
May 13, 2015, 04:44 PM
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Nice Sir - welcome back
 moogs
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Current Status: Stable/High Functioning/Clean and Sober Dx: Bipolar 2, GAD Current Meds: Prozac 30mg, Lamictal 150mg, Latuda 40mg, Wellbutrin 150 XL Previous meds I can share experiences from: AAPs - Risperdal, Abilify, Seroquel SSRIs - Lexapro, Paxil, Zoloft Mood Stabilizers - Tegretol, Depakote, Neurontin Other - Buspar, Xanax Add me as a friend and we can chat 
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May 13, 2015, 05:29 PM
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glad you are doing good and can see things clearly
your one tough cookie 
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I used to rule the world Seas would rise when I gave the word Now in the morning, I sleep alone Sweep the streets I used to own I used to roll the dice Feel the fear in my enemy's eyes Listen as the crowd would sing Now the old king is dead! Long live the king! One minute I held the key Next the walls were closed on me And I discovered that my castles stand Upon pillars of salt and pillars of sand |
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May 13, 2015, 08:21 PM
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Ahhh I have been waiting for your return
 Glad your feeling better I have missed you 
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May 13, 2015, 08:25 PM
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so glad your back....
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May 13, 2015, 09:06 PM
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Congrats on your stability and welcome back!
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May 13, 2015, 10:29 PM
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That's a lot of hard work! Maybe take a day off and go to the beach?
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Nammu …Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. …... Desiderata Max Ehrmann |
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May 13, 2015, 10:31 PM
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May 14, 2015, 03:37 AM
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Aaah, there you are! I was wondering if you were lost or hiding. So glad to have you back
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 DXD BP1, BPD & OCPD  "The best way to make it through with hearts and wrists in tact, is to realise, two out of three aint bad" FOB...
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May 14, 2015, 03:52 AM
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Welcome back. Good to hear you've learned much more about yourself. Keep up the good fight.
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May 18, 2015, 02:25 PM
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Nice to hear, and nice Burroughs quote
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"Does the body rule the mind, or does the mind rule the body?" "Those who feel the breath of sadness, sit down next to me. Those feel they're touched my madness, sit down next to me. Those who find themselves ridiculous, sit down next to me." |
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