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Jun 02, 2015, 11:38 PM
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Life is beautiful. Theres a rainbow shinign in my smile. I can breathe and feel the joy in my lungs. I can see things brighter than ever before. I smile at nothing and everything at once. Nothing can bring me down from this. Life is grand. I am pretty. Yes Im *very* curvy but Im important int his world too. Im going to practice playing music and maybe I will be famous too. I have good ideas and people will like them. No one is watching me anymore-no paranoia!
I see pdoc tomorrow and I hope he doesn't rag on me!  Im wide awake. I don't want to sleep. It wastes precious living, breathing, happy times!YES! YES! YES! I am happy! I may be hypomanic and I don't care! YES!
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#2
Jun 02, 2015, 11:40 PM
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I'm jealous. Lol.
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The darkest of nights is followed by the brightest of days. 😊 - anonymous The night belongs to you. 🌙- sleep token "What if I can't get up and stand tall, What if the diamond days are all gone, and Who will I be when the Empire falls? Wake up alone and I'll be forgotten." 😢 - sleep token |
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#3
Jun 02, 2015, 11:42 PM
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Yes. yes. I understand!
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Jun 02, 2015, 11:52 PM
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I've been having a **** time as of late.
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The darkest of nights is followed by the brightest of days. 😊 - anonymous The night belongs to you. 🌙- sleep token "What if I can't get up and stand tall, What if the diamond days are all gone, and Who will I be when the Empire falls? Wake up alone and I'll be forgotten." 😢 - sleep token |
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Jun 03, 2015, 12:05 AM
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:/ imsorry!
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Jun 03, 2015, 02:17 AM
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All aboard the train to mania woot woot
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#7
Jun 03, 2015, 03:09 AM
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really miss that feeling i know how good it feels like life is just the best thing that ever happened to you. |
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#8
Jun 03, 2015, 06:28 AM
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Got four hours sleep til I got up and planted all my flowers! Soooo pretty!!
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Jun 03, 2015, 07:31 AM
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cool... what kind of flowers? |
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Jun 03, 2015, 07:43 AM
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Pink and purple petunias
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Jun 03, 2015, 07:53 AM
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nice bet they are pretty |
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Jun 03, 2015, 08:16 AM
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The darkest of nights is followed by the brightest of days. 😊 - anonymous The night belongs to you. 🌙- sleep token "What if I can't get up and stand tall, What if the diamond days are all gone, and Who will I be when the Empire falls? Wake up alone and I'll be forgotten." 😢 - sleep token |
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Jun 03, 2015, 08:40 AM
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Jun 03, 2015, 08:55 AM
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im glad you're feeling well
im jealous too
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Jun 03, 2015, 09:05 AM
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My dr put me in saphris and upped my trileptal to 1200mg now lol
He's afraid I'm gonna crash hard. He could tell I'm not taking my zyprexa because I only slept 4 hours and it should sedTe me (it makes me sleep 12 hours!)
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Jun 03, 2015, 09:11 AM
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Toodles so funny. And shattered sanity I love the line about life being the best thing that ever happened to you. So true.
That's great about your flowers Hallie. There is nothin like a little hypo to get a little something accomplished. I bet it felt Amazing to be out in the spring morning connecting to the earth. Hang on to your hat though! If you know what I mean. |
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Jun 03, 2015, 09:14 AM
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Haha I know. Ty!! I felt dumb he could tell I wasn't taking the zyprexa but he said since I'm sleeping four hours he knew! I was in 10mg of it. He also considered upping my 300mg lamictal but decided not to!
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Jun 03, 2015, 09:30 AM
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Jun 03, 2015, 09:40 AM
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If only BPII had these kind of highs...
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Jun 03, 2015, 10:21 AM
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I'm diagnosed bp 1 I think but I have hypomania sometimes and mixed episodes
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Jun 03, 2015, 10:28 AM
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nothing wrong with a little controlled hypo....enjoy the worldly feeling girl!!!
try to atleast get those 4 hours in and you will be fine! 
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I used to rule the world Seas would rise when I gave the word Now in the morning, I sleep alone Sweep the streets I used to own I used to roll the dice Feel the fear in my enemy's eyes Listen as the crowd would sing Now the old king is dead! Long live the king! One minute I held the key Next the walls were closed on me And I discovered that my castles stand Upon pillars of salt and pillars of sand |
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Jun 03, 2015, 10:28 AM
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I get these highs sometimes with BPII, but normally it feels like being really driven to get thing done, like an endless amount of energy and feeling being driven by some engine that is not under my control. Like vroom vroom go go go....my wife can tell when I am hypo when I spring outta bed and forego coffee to start whatever project I have set for myself.
Other wise I would get up and do the coffee thing and kinda chill...
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Jun 03, 2015, 11:14 AM
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I told pdoc I filled full of energy like u need to run laps and I'm not a runner lol
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Jun 03, 2015, 12:10 PM
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I was out watering my garden a few weeks ago at 1 am, whilst on a hyper one. We should join forces Hallibeth. We'd have the best flowers in the Universe.
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Jun 03, 2015, 12:28 PM
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I know they say the difference between mania and hypomania is whether or not you can function but I have been able to function through some serious mania so it always confuses me. All of the rules do.
Anyway I have had tons of highs like these. So fun. I want to buy strawberries and make freezer jam and I have to keep assuring people I'm not manic! Every time I start a project I think everybody is like oh no she's getting on that train to mania... |
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