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#26
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How you can be stable for two years, then suddenly have an episode.
How you can be happy hypo for two days, then suddenly shoot up into psychosis. The crazy **** you believe and do while psychotic, and how embarassing it is afterwards. How long it takes to recover.
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The darkest of nights is followed by the brightest of days. 😊 - anonymous The night belongs to you. 🌙- sleep token "What if I can't get up and stand tall, What if the diamond days are all gone, and Who will I be when the Empire falls? Wake up alone and I'll be forgotten." 😢 - sleep token |
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#27
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How fast things can change.
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I had a lot of weird psychic experiences in my mania, some which turned out to be true. I've read about how a lot of bipolar people are empaths, which I totally believe.
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It never ceases to amaze me how much more complicated Bipolar is than the DSM and articles called "What is Bipolar Disorder?" make it out to be.
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#30
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The quickness in which things can change. Moods change with a song, a hug, a comment, a flower,etc. Up and down in the blink of an eye.
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#31
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In my case it would be the creativity and unstopping energy....
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#32
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It can make me irrational at the worst of times
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#33
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Whether you are a big deal or a small deal, there is always some kind of a deal going on. - Chogyam Trungpa Rinpoche |
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How you always believe it! That you have preternatural power, that you can see the future, that you are magic, that your friends and co workers are conspiring against you, that you must act immediately over email to cut them all out and save face, that you are the most worthless kind of garbage imaginable and that everyone would be better without you. It all seems totally real every time!
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Whether you are a big deal or a small deal, there is always some kind of a deal going on. - Chogyam Trungpa Rinpoche |
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Thanks for this thread Hooligan. I'm back, it's been a while!
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#36
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Woohoooooooooooooooo awesome to see you back Manic Trance
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even when i'm hypo the reality is my life sucks right now
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#38
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the ability to laugh and cry - mixed episodes or what
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having to go back on a med you swore you never would , feel so defeated, so sad .... need sleep going back on geodon ...
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When you have no idea what you actually spent the money on but its just gone and now youre struggling for real.
When you look back on text messages and freak out with shame!
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I'm more creative and productive when I'm stable. Is that weird or something?
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The darkest of nights is followed by the brightest of days. 😊 - anonymous The night belongs to you. 🌙- sleep token "What if I can't get up and stand tall, What if the diamond days are all gone, and Who will I be when the Empire falls? Wake up alone and I'll be forgotten." 😢 - sleep token |
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#42
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How different meds can work for me, personally, sometimes, and other times not.
I'm back to round 1 ... on a mood stabiliser (Epilim) that I was originally on y-e-a-r-s ago when I was first diagnosed - and it's working ![]() Who knew! ![]() |
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Hogging my own thread
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#44
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The unrelenting-ness (just invented that word
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Name one thing that never ceases to amaze me about bipolar? The manias and how close they make me feel to God.....I save those feelings for the down times because I refuse to believe that it was a complete lie. I just won't believe that feeling that close to the Creator was a biochemical lie. No way.
Oh.... medicated now, balanced 98% of the time, still believe. So there. |
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#46
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My mind racing with flashing pictures andbavradio of static with songs. Can't form complete thoughts.
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schizoaffective bipolar type PTSD generalized anxiety d/o haldol, prazosin, risperdal and prn klonopin and helpful cogentin |
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#47
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Mania is the worst. It's impossible to explain it to people who don't experience it. It's like you become another person. And when you have got to rock bottom it's seems impossible to recover. I am trying so hard to cope.....
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#48
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How everything can just make sense and then absolutely nothing makes sense
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YES! So true
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