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#51
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Nodding nodding
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#52
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Yeah! High 5! Wahoo! Yay for team awesome! We rock! We roll! We ok I don't have another word. For serious, so glad we could be of service in staving depression off for you. |
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Now I'm hogging your thread!
It's miiiiiiiine alllll miiiiine! MuhahahahahahhA |
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#54
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How I can start something and then wonder a day later why I started it ... just like this thread, that's a classic example, I'm sure that there was a point to it yesterday
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Never disappears only sits in the shadows at best Sent from my iPhone 6 plus using Tapatalk
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Then it comes to be that the soothing light at the end of your tunnel... it's just a freight train coming your way. |
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#56
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How many times can I make an _______ of myself
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I max out credit cards in just a few hours, mostly buying gifts for others or things to make our home beautiful, and then I get angry when my loved ones ask how much I spent or ask other check-in questions to test for mania. Happens every time and then, later, I'm smothered in guilt and trying to repair our financial state.
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It never ceases to amaze me that whilst we share some symptoms in common with mania/depression etc, our stories are all so unique in terms of how they present and manifest themselves and the outcomes in our lives
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I continue to be amazed at what a chameleon bipolar is. Just about the time I think I've got mine figured out, it changes again and throws me off. That's why it took so long to get a definitive diagnosis (I spent over 2 years in bipolar limbo with the dx of BP-NOS). Now it's behaving less erratically (thank you Zyprexa) and it makes more sense now, although I'm sure it's not done playing tricks on me. LOL
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I love the use of the word chameleon BipolarNurse. It's about the best word I can think of to describe how much I can change
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How fast my thoughts can go... from one to another... so fast I can't remember the last one I had. Spending huge amounts of money in one day & not paying my rent.
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How I can read 10 or more books in a day, while watching tv or painting, and holding a conversation all at the same time.
I'm never manic when I need it most. Ever. How I never feel any pain while I'm manic. Most of my broken bones have been in manic moods and I didn't know it until later. |
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#63
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How exuberant I can be one moment to utterly exhausted the next.
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It amazes me that when I'm manic colors are richer, sounds are fuller, and everything seems to have more weight. Almost like I didn't change but the world did. And then in a depression the world becomes bland and thin.
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How my brain actually functions during a manic episode ... like what are the biological changes ... I've read up on some of them ... but a hell of a lot of them really don't make any sense to me
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That Bi Polar is a code name for polar one (santa) being Bi , ... please don't hate me we are all adult here , and I just could not resist to lighten the tone, .... sorry if I offended anyone , send complaints to 1 800-tigger1 ...
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How it can convince you your best friend is your enemy. More than once!
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Dx: Me- SzA Husband- Bipolar 1 Daughter- mood disorder+ Comfortable broken and happy "So I don't know why I'm tongue tied At the wrong time when I need this."- P!nk My blog |
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When Im convinced there are cameras hidden in the house I am dog sitting for and they are watching me to see if Im snooping or if I am taking good care of the dog so I hurry in and out.
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schizoaffective bipolar type PTSD generalized anxiety d/o haldol, prazosin, risperdal and prn klonopin and helpful cogentin |
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How hypomania can make me take myself less seriously, as in the ability for me to live and learn from my mistakes in order to keep moving forward. I think it's a slight chemical brain elevation that lets me keep moving forward. I think I'm in somewhat of a mixed episode at the moment though.
As Redfoo says, "Let's Get Ridiculous!" If we can't learn to forgive ourselves for our own mistakes, we can't change and grow in the direction that we want to. So, let's get ridiculous ![]() ![]() |
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I knnnnow! Exactly! I always think I am prepared for the next episode and then it comes and pow there is some new awful piece. |
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I love Capriciousness laughter everytime I make a random point in a post
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