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#26
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Prozac was the worst for me. Made me hate everyone in the world. Klonopin for coming off them. Nightmare doesn't half explain it. ..
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3200 mg of Depakote was a ton but it only kept my blood level at 100-125 and I didn't do well unless I was at 125-130. I hated it but it did keep me going until other meds came out that helped.
I'm always at either a really high dose or a really lose dose of everything. I either process everything way too fast or not fast enough. Currently I'm on a ton of Seroquel because it doesn't do much at low doses, working my way very slowly up on loxapine (another AP), a middle dose of my AD, and tiny doses of gabapentin and topirimate which I'm really sensitive to. Weird biology. Treatment resistant. Oh and Prozac sucked pretty badly too.....
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Bipolar 1, PTSD, GAD, OCD. Clozapine 250 mg, Emsam 12 mg/day patch, topamax 25 mg, ,Gabapentin 1600 mg & 100-2 PRN,. 2.5 mg clonazepam., 75 mg Seroquel and 12.5 mg PRNx2 daily |
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Zyprexa...I feel like there is entire years of my life lost to that drug. I was an emotionless walking zombie.
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What were your side effects, if I may ask?
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loophole - I'm sure I'm going to hate clonazepam more than anything when I have to start weaning off it in a week too.
I already hate alprazolam. Not as much as seroquel though. lol
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Definitely lithium... I had zero emotions and could not function.
Abilify is working well, although I must say, not enough maybe? |
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The aka thing I can never remember how to spell. The worst agitation ever Insomnia Constantly moving Crazy depressed My anxiety SKYROCKETED I gained weight It did not go well |
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Hey Rasp, I don't know if I told you before but I tried to get off klonopin twice. Succeeded once. The first time the Pdoc was like oh sure it won't be a problem you're on a small dose but I still didn't believe him so I tapered over a week. Not cool. I had anxiety spikes, depression, and heart palpitations. This ****er actually told me that this stuff was "all in my head" and that it could not be the klonopin withdrawal. I told him that I was quite certain that the heart palpitations were in fact in my heart. Needless to say he was one of the Pdocs I fired. But anyway I then tapered on my own suuuuuuper slow. Like over a month and a half until I was literally licking the dust off of the splitter. I had no problem that time. |
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#34
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I'm assuming the new pdoc has a feasible taper plan in mind. If she wants everyone off of them, I'm assuming she knows how to taper people correctly (hopefully).
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Lithium, kidneys shut down, ended up on dialysis in the ICU for a week. Had a seizure, couldn't walk, was shaking throwing up, incontinence. Yeah, never again. My levels were at 4.6
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
#36
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Tegertol, and depokote. The depokote was the worse, I was so ill I had to be medically supervised.
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