Doom and gloom is calling me

I sense that people are watching me.
I have a huge sense of impending doom
I feel like I am being pulled into a dark pit full of broken glass, and knives.
But...here is the weird part..I am kicking butts
No way am I being yanked into a pit, and if people are watching me, then meet me face to face and be afraid of me because I am not taking any poop from you.

Is this weird or what?

I don't find it weird at all.

I have had many, many battles inside my own mind.

That is actually how I wound up best coping with panic attacks, to get feisty, to fight back, to attempt to summon my "fight" response internally when my "flight" response is in overdrive.

It makes perfect sense to me.

Operator - "Doom and gloom is calling.....will you accept the charges"?

You - "No".

This is what I just wrote HallieBear who is also experiencing doom today:
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I think I feel impending doom similarly. Your not alone. I haven't figured out why it could happen. I usually can put some logical reason to the most odd things a fantasy teller in my own head.

I say, impending doom is like something is just over the horizon - huge and inpenetrable. If I were to give it an image, that image is depicted in Stephen Kings - Langoliers.

It makes no sense, and yet so real it is palpable.
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I have been trying to see if the pattern of behaviors people have follow similar cycles. I also wonder if people from different parts of the world experience similar patterns. If anything shows you that you are not alone - this night should. Hugs to you! Sunshine will follow.

Best of luck to us all.

Keep going strong!

You got this!