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Jul 14, 2015, 04:13 PM
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It's been a year since I've been this depressed and hopeless. I thought after I got out of the hospital last year that things were looking up but here a year later I'm right back where I was. Scared of the future. Bad enough to be having suicidal thoughts again. My mind is racing with troublesome thoughts to where I can't get any rest except for using the sleep medication at night.
I'm under a doctor's care and see a therapist but they can't fix my real life problems. That and my pdoc is out of town for the next two weeks. Don't get me wrong, I'm safe right now but I realize that that can change quickly. If it gets any worse I will call my therapist but I don't see how he can help. I guess this is more of a rant than anything. Just trying to get my thoughts straightened out. If they can be. I feel like I'm on a runaway train and can't get off. Thanks for listening. Sent from my iPad using Tapatalk
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#2
Jul 14, 2015, 04:16 PM
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(((((((((gayle))))))))))
Thinking of you....hoping you get some relief....take care of you!
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Jul 14, 2015, 04:18 PM
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((gaylegg)) I'm sorry you are going through this gayle
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Jul 14, 2015, 04:31 PM
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((((hugs))))
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Jul 14, 2015, 08:49 PM
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Sorry, I know longtime depression sucks, Hope it gets better
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Jul 16, 2015, 02:17 AM
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I'm sorry to hear you're feeling so down. You've always been an uplifting influence here, truly a good friend. I am sending good vibes your way!
   
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Jul 16, 2015, 02:40 AM
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I hope you catch a break very soon ... even if its a small one.
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Jul 16, 2015, 03:37 AM
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I am right there with you... we are not alone on this ride...
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Jul 16, 2015, 05:13 AM
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Depression and mixed states are hellish. I am so sorry you are suffering now but really hope things turn around soon. Stay safe
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Jul 16, 2015, 05:16 AM
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im so sorry you're in a dark place
hold on tight, its a cycle right? hopefully soon you will swing out of the depression... stay strong, as you are very strong
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Jul 16, 2015, 05:56 AM
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How are you at the moment gayleggg????
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Jul 16, 2015, 08:50 AM
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We are here for you! <<hugs>>
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Jul 17, 2015, 02:16 AM
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