[Victoria'smom]

I've been generally lurking. I finally got out of my depression and started to speed up. My Dx changed back to BP1 w/ psychosis and I started f'n with my medications. My therapist knows and is doing a wait and see but did warn me I'm on thin ice given that my thoughts betray me. He's glad I'm on an inject-able AP. I'm stable but having psychotic thoughts that involve SH. I restarted my meds correctly yesterday after a scary day of reading my husband's thoughts. Honestly though I don't think it'll help the thoughts.

I've been focusing on Miguel. He's off all meds. His patch made him sui and his conserta made him angry. We're questioning if he even has adhd. He's seeing a new pdoc Oct. His picking is getting outrageous but he's no longer hearing things. This year showed us he's far more SN then we wanted to think. He's going back to traditional homeschooling next year vs. virtual school. So I've been using my energy towards helping him and planning for next year.

[BastetsMuse]

welcome to posting, MM. Remember to take your meds and take life one day at a time and you'll get through life okay.

[A Red Panda]

Stable and functioning are different... honestly you don't sound stable, but you may be functional.

So how long did it last, staying on your meds?

Why are you taking Miguel back to homeschooling? Wouldn't his learning needs sorta be more of an incentive to have him in the system - there are programs out there that cater very much to individual needs, with qualified teachers.

[Victoria'smom]

It lasted up until 3wks ago when I didn't need my AD.

Miguel was doing virtual school and he's just not willing/able to keep up. He's still working on last semester. We're trying to keep him out of the school system. I feel that the last place he needs is to be in school when help that he can get outside of the school system. I don't feel the school system can/ should be tailored to him and his needs but as a family we can.