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Aug 18, 2015, 09:52 PM
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I didn't see my pdoc today. It turns out my appt was yesterday. Yay me...I never miss appts. Then again, I am an airhead.
 Anyway, I have rescheduled for Thurs.On a different note and the point of this thread...I am dancing and I am beaming and I know if I sleep I may wake dull and rational. Why is that? I will go to sleep. In fact, I have once again forgotten my meds but I am about to get up and take them. Score one for the team. I am hearing doors slamming in my ears. For some reason, the noise is exciting. I feel opulent; I feel lavish; I feel ****ing magnificent. I wish it would last and not need to be dumbed down by the consistency of meds.Now, I have to go clean the food that my dear toddler threw all over the floor this evening before bed (she has learned how to open the pantry) before my hubs gets home. At least I can sing and dance while I clean. Love to you all!!!
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***** Every finger in the room is pointing at me I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now Tori Amos ~ Crucify Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder |
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Aug 19, 2015, 12:01 AM
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Are you trying to destabilize yourself on purpose (by not taking your meds)?
Sorry. I know that's a blunt question.
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The darkest of nights is followed by the brightest of days. 😊 - anonymous The night belongs to you. 🌙- sleep token "What if I can't get up and stand tall, What if the diamond days are all gone, and Who will I be when the Empire falls? Wake up alone and I'll be forgotten." 😢 - sleep token |
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Aug 19, 2015, 12:15 AM
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No, but I think the inconsistencies are destabilizing me which is making me care less and less, frankly. I am enjoying myself.
Feeling like...(but not toward any particular creature of the night,  )Rocky Horror Picture Show - Touch-A, Touch-A, Touch Me Too forthcoming? Probably. But, my lavishness is cunning.
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***** Every finger in the room is pointing at me I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now Tori Amos ~ Crucify Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder |
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Aug 19, 2015, 01:00 AM
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(((cash)))
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The darkest of nights is followed by the brightest of days. 😊 - anonymous The night belongs to you. 🌙- sleep token "What if I can't get up and stand tall, What if the diamond days are all gone, and Who will I be when the Empire falls? Wake up alone and I'll be forgotten." 😢 - sleep token |
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