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My hubs told me to lay in bed and go to sleep and I said I can't. He said I make everything more difficult than it is. I said okay I'd lay Dow but that he didn't understand. I said laying down feels impossible when your insides are telling you to go jump on the trampoline. He said something sarcastic so I said oh my ****ing goodness...but I wanted to say God not goodness. Immediately after I said it I heard thunder and knew that God was telling me "strike one." I asked my husband if he heard thunder and he said no it's not thundering. Now I'm scared and need to cry.
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***** Every finger in the room is pointing at me I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now Tori Amos ~ Crucify Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder |
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Maybe I am psyching myself out Bc I can't take meds and haven't for a short while???? I am royally spooked. I haven't been having those hallucinations for a while so I don't think that's it either.
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***** Every finger in the room is pointing at me I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now Tori Amos ~ Crucify Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder |
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Take your Haldol prn
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schizoaffective bipolar type PTSD generalized anxiety d/o haldol, prazosin, risperdal and prn klonopin and helpful cogentin |
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